Unforgetable memory

It's been so many months I haven update my blog.

Cause I am lazy to upload. xP

Here is something that I wanna share.

It's my 21st birthday !!

Nothing special for my 21st birthday.

Well, but I still happy as well.

This were presents that I receive this year
Not much but I appreciate it..

Expensive gift doesn't mean something worth-able for me

but the main point which I wan is sincerely.

I love the card they gave.Can you spot it? Well, is small but I love.

Because I know making gift to someone is hard.

Need to plan, think whether I love or not.

So, I appreciate it. Thanks so much!!

This is the annoying bitch but she's kind and nice.

                                                        Happy birthday to me!!

                                                            On the other hand,

It's my one year anniversary with him.

This is my DIY love gift as anniversary present for him

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This is the music box that I receive from him. I love this gift so much. Thanks baby!

Our love

                                                     
                                                         No matter how bad or evil he are,
                                                             I still wanna be with him.

Because he is my prince. =)

                                                           Well, that's all for my blog.
                                                            Is simple and short.

无言

在我们的生活中，都会面对需多拙折。当了补习老师，我学了不少东西。在教导学生们下，我看见我童年的影子，这使到我回忆起小时候度过的点点滴滴。
其中一个让我厌烦的就是当他们面对困难在功课方面，两句话“不知道 和 不会” 丢给老师们解决。这一点让我起了火。为什么不能动一动脑筋想一想？问题是可以解决的。不直童孩，成人也一样。一句话就能解决他人的烦恼和问题吗？有些人选择不说话，不代表她不说，而是她知道说了也不能改变什么。于是，她自己一个人解决。抱怨是我本人的格性。因为我觉得抱怨能让我好过。

我的故事

小时候，每当我我遇到不开心的时候，我都会拿一枝笔和一张纸写下我的心情。
因为只有这样我才会 好过。还记得我初一时，我暗恋一位男孩。他和我同班。那时的我在单恋的滋味。单恋的感觉好难受，每一次都要猜测他是否有喜欢我。为了要减轻我的负担，我把所有的点点滴滴写下来。然后我把那张纸条从房外丢去外面。希望我的愿望能实现。当时，我很迷信。所以我非常相信，做出这么愚虫的事。后来，慢慢的我没有这么做。

我的手机来源也有个故事。有一次，一位男孩追我，他向我拿电话号吗。我告诉他我没有手机。日子久后，他也放弃了。不久，他有了女朋友。恰和的是他的女友和我的英文名一样。这时，我伤心了一段时间因为我对他也有好感可是他已有了女友。因为没有手机，我就没有和他一起。于是，妈妈买了一架手机给我。我的手机来源是这样而来。

有一年的圣诞节，我的好友邀请我去她弟弟生日会。我们玩了一场游戏。输的就罚喝酒。结果，输的是我。我的好友逼我喝。不过，我只喝一杯。这就是我第一次喝酒的时候。

我是个爱哭鬼。任何人骂我，我的眼泪会慢慢的滴下来。我也是一个低调的女孩。二年级时，我从来都不开口。直到有一次， 老师叫所有的学生背乘法表。轮到我时，我对着老师保持沉默。眼睁睁的看着老师。结果，我被老师鞭了十腾。很痛。。。。从那时候，我开始开口了。

国量，答应我好好照顾我的心，别伤她。：)

我的故事没那么精彩直到我认识了一位男孩。他的名字叫国量。这位男孩把我小时候所要的需求实现了，使我活得非常精彩。虽然他是一个什么都没有，但是，他有一颗我一直以来想要的心。他能够知道我想要的是什么。或者换句话来说，他的想法和我实在太相似了。因为这样，我们在一起非常快乐。他能够达到我要的所有需求。当我脆弱时，他能放下所有的东西听我诉苦，抱怨等等。这种小小的需求听起来是很容易。不过，有多少个男人能做到呢？他就是唯一的那个。当然，不是每个他都知道。不过我相信经过一切困难。他会慢慢了解的。这就是我那么爱他的一点。我觉得很光荣有一位那么珍惜我的男友。

这几天，我在家很无聊。于是，我想分享我的故事。

Update

 WAIT
Why the time pass so slow when I want the time pass fast?

Since I was young, my parents always ask me to wait until now.
In the end, I give up. I search for job to get anything I want.
Now, I have to wait my boyfriend to finish his study.
But this time, I will wait patiently even how tough is it.
Is totally hard. Many things have to go through.

EDUCATION
Finally, I finish my semester two.
This semester quite ok. Not that difficult.
Hopefully I can get a better result.
I was thinking to study master.
In the future, I'm gonna open a tuition center.This is just my part time job.
I had consider and finally have this decision.

FAILURE

My life was not as bright as I wish.
Because I had fail once in my life.
My STPM results.I was regret of it.
 So,now my life was just like a normal student.
Maybe this is the fact.
There's a benefit.I gain many experience for being a teacher.

LOVE

I miss my boyfriend so much.
When I was outing with friend.I just wish he will be around with me
wherever I go.But then, he told me to wait.Wait for him to back.
Seriously, sometimes I just tired of waiting and hate to wait
but I couldn't give up.Because I love him. So,I wait for him. I knew he will be back and company me.I want to apologize because sometimes of my selfish. Argue with him when I was too miss him.
Dear,please always be my side and company when I need you so that I wont so suffering of waiting.

My future and my decision

I was thinking about my future while I'm studying.
Nobody know what will happen in the future.
But I wish my future will be fulfill by a person that are very important to me.
Without him, I do not have a complete and wonderful future.
I love to travel and I hope that someday I will going to visit my dream places which is Paris, London and Italy.
The three places that I wish to go since I was young.
What I study now is bachelor of management. Someday in the future will I involve in a job that are related to management? I hope I involve with the job that I study right now so that I do not waste my time for studying this difficult subject.

 He is the part of my life which support me going all through the tough things, he helped me when I face my stress on my assignment and my stress on student. Lead me when I face hard situation. He is the one who teach me to solve problem and not to get rid problem and just leave it behind. He teaches me to talk so that I do not face any problem in social. He always stay by my side even I was angry and release all the stress on him. He doesn't mind at all. Eventually, he get back to my side and didn't blame me for being such a bad attitude.He is the one who teach me to be fair. He understand how I feel and he know what I want.Even he was far apart than me, he try his best to protect me with his own ways. He gives me something to reduce my stress and to replace him when he was not around me. He was everything to me. Where can I get such a good boyfriend? He is the one I want. I was so glad that I make a perfect decision. I will never regret my decision for being with him.

I miss you.

I will patiently waiting for you no matter how hard it is.

I have to be strong enough to get through for our relationship.
But, I always complain.
I miss you so much. Miss you will never end.Nothing can be cure except you my dear.
The moment we been through and the memory we had are unforgettable.
I love the way you treat me so so much.
Your caring, your creative thinking, your romance and all sort of things are so perfect.
You are the one I been looking for. I don't realize it but as I love you more and more, I found that you are so alike the person I found. So, I was so happy to have you.
Please be part of my life. I know you do not have the afford to give me what a boyfriend should give. Dun blame yourself. That's not the things I want. What I really want is your caring and your love and surprise sometimes. xP The surprise I want is not an object but is to show me your love with your sincerely heart.
Time pass so slow everyday. After being with you, I always look at the calender everyday.
Dun give up on your studies just like you did not give up on me.
I know is bored and you have repeat the same things everyday.
But you wont regret in the future and I believe you can do it.
I will always support you. So,please dun make me disspointed. At least, you do something for your parents. :)
That's all my lovely boy. I love you and miss you.

Hope and wish.

Its been so long I didn't update my blog.
I have to revive my blog. :D

What I hope?
Earn money as many as I can.
Take as many subject as I think I can handle so that I can graduation early.
Travel to make my life more enjoyable and wonderful.
Hope to have my own car and house.
Get a job with a high salary.
Hope to have my own tuition center.
Get everything done perfectly.
Be rich.

What I wish?
Our relationship will be stable all the times.
You'll be the part of my life and be there with me for everything I went through.
No failure in my life and his life anymore.
Be respect by everyone.

最棒的礼物

从来没有一位男人为了想和我一起，看到我，飞回来。

你的到来让我感到非常幸福，感动。
但我看到你，我很开心。真的。我有一种匆动想抱着你不放。但是不放便。
这两天来，我很开心。谢谢你，为了我回来。
这是我收过最棒的礼物。：D
你留下来给我的回忆我会好好的珍惜这一切。
不会忘记你给我的点点滴滴。

国量，我爱你。：)
可星会一直爱你，想你，等你。不停的一直到你丢弃我的那一天。：S
有什么不开心的请告诉我好吗？我愿意陪你一起度过难关。
一直这样的走下去。好不好？

Freedom

I hate my life.
I wan freedom. That's all.

你们都一样。

对不起冷落你，因为我不想再提了。
我是自私的。
接受不到，可以不用管我，不用理我。因为我还是可以自己过的。：')
我不理其他人的眼观。最重要是对我重要的人对我的眼观。
你可以选择坦白，但是你不能不跟我说，在我背后讲我。
更不要的是叫那人不要跟我说。
你为什么叫她不要跟我说？除了怕伤我，还有什么原因？你自己想想吧。
当我知道后，我会很痛，很痛。
因为我不会这样做。也不会这样想过。从来没有。
虽然是习惯了被讲过，但真的很伤。尤其是你生命中最重要的人这样说。
不要和我道歉。因为没有那个必要。
不用解释了，解释只会盖你的真坦。
再说，我不会听进去任何解释的。
我不是在意任何事情，这只是正常的人的反应。
再说，痛了就是痛。
说我可以，在我面前说。我不会那么痛。
可是，你们都一样。

Love the way you are.

I love you because even when u're playing game you still will kiss me and tell me how much you love me and how much you miss me.
I love you because I love the way u give warmth to me.
I love you because you kiss me as the character of the game even when we play game together.
I love you because you asked me to act together with you.
I love you because you are not the same as others.
I love you because you always company me until I sleep.
I love you because you appreciate my love,understand the true love of mine,understand what I wanna express my love to you,understand the love that I wan.Nobody ever did this.
I love you because you company me wherever you are even you not at kk.
No one can understand our love unless you found your true love.

Happy Valentine day

I love light pink.
I feel comfortable with light pink.
There's nothing that I wanna share.
But I feel like blogging.I wonder why.
Still not late to say
Happy valentine day.

吵架，沉默，想念。

吵架

本来没心情写落格，但最后还是写。
可能心里有太多哀。写出来会比说出来舒服很多。
人家说吵架能够增加感情。
过了昨天的事情，我发觉我们俩能够知道对方的缺点。
以后就能够互相的相处。
我承认我说话是不经过大脑。我以后会努力的不再犯同样的错误。
谢谢你原谅了我。
被骂的感觉的确是很伤心，痛，但自己错而被骂是应该的。
所以只好低头的承认错误。保持沉默。自己反省。
不知为何我就是不会挂你的电话。我做不到。最算我有多生气，我想，但最后我还是办不到。可能是因为我太爱你或是我太在乎你，不想你不快乐。挂了你的电话，你会想很多，更多，然后想negative 的事。然后就不开心。换成是我和朋友或好朋友吵架，我会立刻挂电话。

沉默，想念

一个人真的快乐时，记性会不好。不会记起任何事物。只记得我们在一起的点点滴滴。
我很认同这一点。因为这件事发生在我的身上。
亲口或主动说 {我想你} 会比问的感觉完全不一样。
亲爱的，我不能控制自己不想你。当我说我想你，那表示我真的很想你。
一位女人有钱，背后肯定是有不好和悲哀的家庭或背景。我以后是这样吗？:')
就好像一个男人有了吸烟喝酒，就肯定有了故事。如，不愉快等等。通常都是因为女人。
我每次都会提出我要冷静，因为我相信时间能够证明爱情。
在我冷静的那段时间，我都在想我做错了什么，我刚才是怎样去对待你，想着我和你说过的话你的感受是怎样，然后再想我冷静后和你说的句子。
失望有时候是因为有期待，有等待所以才会失望。
爱你是我一天最重要的事。有了你，我才会有明天。

你不在，我想你

你不在，我非常的想你。

这种思恋就好像一日不见如三秋夕。
意思就是说一天不见如三年不见。
就算有再好的药也没有你在我的身边如此的完美。
你知道吗？
相片也医不了我，因为只有你的拥抱，你的吻，才是我最有效的药。
想念你的眼睛，想念你吻。特别是你的吻。你给我的吻很特别。
原来，想念你是一种最可怕的毒药。
认识你是我的荣幸。
再久，我都会等你。希望你也能等我。

我的男人

这首歌让我想回他曾经努力的让我爱他。xP

不知为何突然有一种感觉害怕失去他。
没有他？我会这么过呢？我真的不知道。
他给了我太多温柔，太多关怀，给了我好多好多爱。
我觉得我比每个人辛福很多。xD
我真的很爱他。没有人能够拥有他。
因为他是我的。：)
是谁枪了他，我会对他不客气。绝对不客气！
我会非常绝情，不会留下一点情。一点也不会！
我一定会把他枪回来。>_<
我会好好珍惜这段感情。
我会把他成为最幸福的男人。我相信我能做到因为我已经深深的爱上他了。：D
因为这是我最后一次为最后一个男人付出。
没有下一个男人了。：D

Complicated life

Sometimes things are hard to control.
Everyone had a dream and so do I.
The reason is because I born in a very complicated family.
My life are totally complicated.
For the truth, I really wanna leave this place.
But of course, I will back to my hometown and visit my friends and family
My parents do not support me at all.
They just gave me a damn shit nonsense and negative words to me when I told my mom that I wanna depend on myself and work in west Malaysia. And I was like wtf!? Nah..I dun wanna look at your face and talk to you anymore. Damn.
Yes. I know. Is difficult to depend on myself outside.
To me, nothing is impossible.
I can done things perfect if I wan.
So dun look down on me. I was hate to be look down by anyone.

Baby, I was really sorry for my bad attitude today.
I did not think about your feeling and treated you cold.
Sometimes things just happen too fast.I have to complete three things in a minutes.
Last night, you told me to stay longer with my friend if I wan.
You said you could wait.
But I can't stay longer. My mind told me that I must back before 12am.
Because we quarrel once when I was late for 5 minutes.
Then I never repeat my mistakes anymore because when the clock was point to eleven, I push my friend to back home for their own good and me too. Is all because I wan to back before twelve for you my dear.
I cannot stand with my life my dear.
My mom does not even support on me. My dad was just pretend that nothing happen and was an irresponsible person. So, I dun depend on them. NEVER.
I was scolded by her when I in and out from my house.
That's why my mood was terrible.
I'm so sorry baby. I have try my best to control my feeling but I fail.
I still treat you cold. For u, is not fair bha sometimes , if I treat you like this.
Because you did not done anything wrong.
And I treat u like this suddenly.
I think over and over again. I found that I have done a big big mistakes on you.
I do not care about your feeling. I'm here to apologize.Sincerely.Please forgive me.

Unforgetabble memory

What I did before Chinese New Year?

This year could be my best memory.
I had a nice date with someone before Chinese New Year.
As a usual,there always has a night market before Chinese New Year along Gaya Street for two or three days.
My friend called for shopping but we mostly spent much time at upperstar cafe.
At last, we did not manage to shop. But my friend still manage to buy her own clothes.
Then., we went to gaya street.
There were so clouded. I saw many old old friends.

What I couldn't expect part is we bought Sky Lantern. :D

I wrote three wish and release it to the sky with my boyfriend.

Hope our wish could came true.
It was so romantic.
I'm so happy to have him in my life. He makes my world wonderful.:D

The most unforgettable memory was our kiss.

We had so much different kiss.
The first one was 100plus kiss. He gave to me from her mouth to my mouth naturally when I told him I still wanna drink. I'm so happy and shock that you did this to me.
This was part of romance for me my dear.
The next was the street kiss.
I gave to him along the street.

The reason is because we are not alone.
We outing with his friends.
So I have to grab a chance to kiss him. Finally, I did it.
That was also part of romance for me. :D
Baby, I love you.
I hope that you're happy with me and forget all your pressure and sad things.
Last..Happy Chinese New Year everyone.

Boring

Staying at house is freaking driving me crazy.
At last,I spent my time by blogging.
How should I going through this few weeks? -.-
Hanging out with friend cause me trouble too cause I lack of money.
I dun wanna get pocket money from my parents.
I more depend on myself and never ever gonna depend on anyone else.
The KL trip cost so much.
How could I afford it? Planning a trip wasn't that easy.
My result gonna out soon.
Hope I can get a good result.
This month was a really bad month for me.
We always argue. Maybe both of us were stress.
I dun wish we always like this.

Semester break

So,what I'm gonna do during my semester break?
Enjoy of course !!
First,outing with my friends are compulsory.
Next,shopping and do everything that I wanted.
But there was a bad news.
Which is I did not work as tuition teacher anymore.
The reason is the student became less so they dun need teacher anymore.
No job mean I do not have income.
I was so upset when I lost my job because I depend on it for one and half year.
What's do I depend on for the next of my life?
I still have two student came my house once a week.
That could be my only income. =X
For my future and happiness of us..No matter how, I will find my job.
I dun depend on parents.No reason.

Yesterday,I had make my choice.
I do not regret with my decision.
Because you are the one.
The one who bring me to my happiness.
The one who share everything to me.
The one who make me feel safe.
The one who make me laugh with cute action.
I guarantee our trip gonna success because I'm the leader.
Leader never fail. =D

Every date we been through, there was too much things happen.
But I will always remember the process of our date.
The way you smile to me.
Tell you a secret my dear.
You look handsome and cute when you doing somethings.
That's why i stare at you.
And then you will asked me..''zok mok?'' xD
I skip the question because I dun want to answer or sometimes I say ''nothing la'' but actually my answer is ''you look very handsome at that moment''.

你不知道的事

每一次和你吵架时，我第一个想要的是抱着你。进入你的怀里。
你生气，我来哄你。
你想睡觉，我来抱抱你。
你爱我，我也爱你♡
你不懂、我一天看你相片多少次、
你不懂、和你出时看到你的脸色变、我就开始胡思乱想、
想你已变成一种习惯，而 这个坏习惯很难改掉
我害羞，但我敢大声说爱你
我不完美，但我会用自己的方式令你幸福
我不会想着以前，能跟你一起我爱的就是你
我真的在乎你，所以我总能挤出时间来陪你，没有借口。

要是如果有一天你不再爱我了，我会怎么办？
我的答案是没关系，我还是会爱着你…