Mistake

Actually I shouldn't express my feeling here.
But I do not know who else I wanna share with.
I've done mistake again and again.
Every decision came to me, I had to make a solution by myself.And I always choose the wrong decision.
Well.so whatever.
I could not blame anyone but me.
Sometimes,I wish I could just forgot about it and lock my memory.
But damn! I can't do it.
The moment and the version I've been kept pop out within my mind.
I knew everything I wish was impossible for me.
How I wish there's a perfect solution.

......

Thanks for everything I got now.
I deserve it.
Damn it.

Sharing

I wish my life could change 360 degree.
Sick of my life and surrounding of my friends.
Apologize to my classmate Tan Yee Hui for not attending her big day.
My mood are totally down.And I had some problem.
Why in this world exist friends that just can't try to understand my situation? I don't get it..
Getting more and more annoying.
I wish I could just leave this place without any announcement.

Next,I got a call from Unitar. Here's the bad news. I got selected to interview for bachelor of education courses on 2th June. I don't even know that or receive any news from them until my dad went to Unitar to check it out for me.But it was too late.I've miss the interview. My dad was so mad about their management. And so did I. There were some problem occur during delivering letter from KL Unitar to KK Unitar.So it was their fault. Indeed. They promised to take responsible for me. They will give me a call and ask for interview for the next intake for me this September. That's mean I will continue my studies on September. :)

I went to club sometimes.
Well,don get me wrong. I just went there when my friends ask to. :)
I dun drinks alcohol.It taste bitter.
Alcohol was just a cure form being embarrassing.

I just love to dance in the club. It makes me feel like I'm in heaven.HAHA
All of my stress or sadness will totally disappear.

为何？

爱情真的很不简单。两个字“复杂”
我曾跌了很多次。每一次都失败。
需要一个人疼爱有那么难吗？
为何我次次都不成？我到底做错了什么？
我不想再孤单下去。
我很难受。每一分每一秒都在忍受着痛苦。
这种伤很难坑下去。我已经很努力的坚强，税负自己了因为我不想别人用可怜的眼神看我。
我不喜欢被任何人同情我。
我撑不下去了。

Emotional

The best way to discover my heart is push myself to do something enjoyable.
Let the time pass like water.A part memory of you will soon disappear pieces by pieces.
Just realize that I'm still can be tough.
Telling my emotional to friends, best friends or whoever doesn't pretty work at all.
Get those liar off of me.
Silly me.Get involve with those stuff.And now I have to force myself drag out from hell.This is so insane.

MR bean

That feeling when Mr. Bean is invited to Prince William’s wedding, and you’re not.

love this.. :) MR BEAN WAS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!

Search this form my friend site. ;D

Photoshoot

Just done photoshoot for my first time.