SHOCK

Today,weird thing came to me.
is began like this........

while i was playing pet society within facebook..
i receive an e-mail...someone has add me in my msn messenger and i dunno who is it..
i was act like normal chating with "HIM" cause i thought he is my friend..

But then,here is the point.

He was asking me either i at home nor at cyber.
i lie to him and i said i was at cyber.
i dont even sure who is him so i lie to him.
He ask me for CYBERSEX!!
firstly i was odd,something came out my mind sunddenly.
i saw this word and a story about cybersex at newspaper once in a blue moon.
YUCk..what wrong with him?
don try to fool me around..............
i know what was it..
it can be emotionally dangerous even i'm not in a committed offline and risking
infidetly.

i wish i could tell someone about this..
no one can help me.
u know,is so embrassing if i told my family.
so i release my emotion and express bout my expression right here.

FUTURE?

so.........is been long time i haven update my blog.
here come a holidays again......
many things happen to me this year...
happy,exhausted,frustated all came to me this year..
i feel like i became older and older year by year....
what will be my future?
is it came toward itself....
is all depend on GOD......
is time to accept the fate.

IS JOLIN DAY

Today is jolin day....the hottest celebrity coming to SABAH!!!
WOW....the day i should not miss...
Jolin is coming to One borneo...the biggest hypermall in sabah..
Thanks to TOTO to promote ticket for those who brought toto over their limit
and thanks to one borneo for celebrate 1st aniversary to invite jolin..
i starting my jouney around 5.30 pm..
there was no one around kk,,where they going??
guess i no need to mention it in detail guys..;P
Aproach through one borneo..it was extremely TRAFFIC JAM..
my friends,jing n her sister fall asleep in my car..........
but the road was crowed...
the day is dark and i finally reach one borneo...i was so excited
because this was my first time watching the hottest star in front of my eye..LOL
First we find a place but we dindt made it..the bad news is all the good location
is block it already and we need ticket to in but then my friend and i does not have ticket..haiz!
so.......we went for a walk n my stomach was kept calling me...=.=
and i was starving
Jolin is about to come so we choose a location as fast as possible and we finally have a little
bit good location although is block by tall boy..=.=
but i still can see the stage..
One borneo is so crowed at all!!!
just because of JOlin..
we been waiting so long...but jolin haven out yet..
i saw everyone is in bad mood...
a few minutes later...JOLIN reach...eveyone was out of mind..
shouting,camera..............
Jolin is singging on the stage...Haha..i so grateful n so lucky bt is so suffering to me!!
She was so beautifu,pretty..
wearing high heel standing for half hour....SHIT! damn tired!!
we just watch for her one song then i have a walk with my boyfriend
and have a dinner at NEw York restraurent...too bad i din not have picture with it..
sry guys...

IS ALL ABOUT ME

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guess where m i?? taking pic at fitting room??YES

OUT OF MIND

so sad~ nobody interest visit my blog..
bt is ok because blog is just like dairy..lol..wat am i saying..
these week i currently busy for complete my form six entry..
First day at school..~sigh~ is damn HATE back to school!!!
im kinda feeling like childist student around me...tat not comfortable at all....
and nw then i realise tat stpm is TOP THREE in this word..nt in our country!!!
well....the reason i choose to go to form six is because i wan to take challenge!!!
hahahaha!!! i know..i crazy.....

FRUSTRATE LIFE

FRUSTRATE LIFE

NObody is perfect in this word.
everyone wan to be perfect. Perfect isn't come easily if u don't sucess in your life.

i wan to sucessful in furute like my father.
i wan my precious life back.

i don't need friends. Friends is terrible for me.
YES. they will help u when u in trouble.
Even though they help u,they wan u to "PAID BACK"!!
why???
if u reject,they wount be friends with u.(who care!!)
din't they couscious this is not HELP but SELFISH??!!
is true we need to help each other bt in correct way.
NOT FORCE if u unable to help.

^HATES friends at this moment.^

EXTREMELY exhaust ! !

EXTREMELY exhaust ! !

I'm totally exhaust for getting my blog well..
oh~gosh.................................getting headache!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For this moment,i searching my friends blog,it was so @#$%%@!$%^&*
well,i don't exaclty know to said...^.^
In fact,i figure out there is nothing i could do expect for asking from my friends..
i mean help me get through it(u knw,be more reader)..
Actually i tired to make this blog more attractive.
i do this so that ppl can read my blog not only YOU my friends..
helping me get through when i was bored and BLA BLA BLA..

HAve to get use this blog
this is just my beggining
*Tommorow will be different*