EVEYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

I am so sorry I have no time to pick up your phone call..
I've been so busy recently and I have no time to update my blog..
(I don't know how many time i should repeat again..lol..)
Since after I finish my MUET examination,I seldom updating my blog..
EXAM'S coming
I got to be hardworking
I should not be as lazy as I'm being..and should stop the conversation on the telephone..Is going to be a habits of nearly my phone and I should get rid from it..
I told myself to be tough..I told myself to be patient..and I trying my best..;D

I can't wait to greet my friend face by face..
I can't imagine what will happen the day we date..;D
I scared to lost my friends..T.T
Because if i really lost my friends..I lost my happiness..

Last week..I have my dinner with my ex worker..Irene Chin..
We chit chat a lot about our stuff..
is fun though..I also introduce her to my friend because he always annoying me..==

I went to centre point just the day before I exam..
I decided to play bowling..since I born till now..I never touch and learn to play bowling..and that day is my first time and guess what..I STRIKE! hahaha..I'm so happy..lol..

I love my students because they always do action that would make me smile..
I get happy when I teaching them..it make me remember my child time..
I rather to choose child time than now although is childish..==

I think tats all for today..
to be continue....

LACK OF MONEY

This month I spent so much money until I'm do not have enough to use..
Firstly..I brought present to my best buddy micheal lo..
is almost RM20++ i think..of course we share together to buy present for her..T.T
Secondly..after three day..another friend birthday again ..and i spent my money again..=(
AGAIN.. I brought present and cake for her..T.T
Lastly..I have to paid money to my friend this week cause we decided to go to kl travelling next year..so we book ticket early..AGAIN..it cost RM 198..T.T





Next..I'm so busy this week..My friend introduce job for me..indeed..i accept..
I rush to work after finish school..I used to be tuition teacher before so is not a big deal for me..
Although my chinese is not good enough due to I choose to not continue take chinese subject when i was form four..but still I got a way to handle it..anyway this can improve my chinese instead..Talking bout my student..now then i know our voice is the most important..I need to shout to them when I ask them to jod down what I had read..

Finally..my exam is coming soon especially my last paper for my MUET speaking..I think i can handle it since we have been training everytime during our MUET classes..

I skip class today..and I feel so good now..I can rest ..but I thiink i gonna sick soon..T.T

REVEALED

From the truth..

Of a thousands lies..
What I’ve Done..
I’ll face myself..
I will erase myself..
And let go of what I’ve done…I'll try to be polite and be a good girl..
In my life there's been a pain
I don't know if I can face it again to my next love...
Since our last kiss goodbye,hugs that u gave me..
the picture of you were still in my mind till now..
well you said you'd never leave me
so i keep believing
that eventually
we kiss and we hug..now the fact have gone...

To tell the truth ,you know I have been hurting all along,
I know this is a feeling that you have been through but now then you hurt back to me so badly, I just can't fight between my mind and my heart to stop thinking bout you...
YES..
I know u having a great life now with your girlfriend..and I'm so glad to heard that..
while me still suffering here..is so sucks and you never knew my feeling until you can feel it..

If there is a chance to saw you..i would like to tell you
I'm not fine at all..
every time i starring our picture..there is a tear's drop by the picture..there is a pain within my heart..I do not dare to find you is i was so shame to face you and i do not want to interrupt your life..the fact is still the fact..
I need you back again..yea..i know is impossible..

still..I'm trying to be tough anyway..

THE PERSON THAT I SAYING IS YOU:XXXX

EXHAUSTED MOMENT

OK..
as u can see there is a picture on the top..
YES! tat was the dance I used to perform at stage during audition ..
and tat was one of the reasons that make me kinda busy recently..
i can't believe our group have been chosen to perform during concert school..OMG..
i just can't believe it so much! I'm so glad that we did not get dismiss by judges..gosh~ I'm overwhelmed..
look at the picture..this was the ending of our post..is all definitely 100% same..COPYRIGHT babe!! I JUST HOPE my friend can enjoy my performance with my group during concert..hope u guys can attend my event..cause this is my lastly opportunity to dance at stage..

Two more days..our MUET exam is coming...OMG..
This week I'm so busy until i have no time to update my blog...
Its the end of the week, again. I wouldn't say its a nice week, because there were lots of sucky moments..huh? can't catch out what i trying to speech huh? dun worry..I gonna have a long speech here..FIRST..my life become suck and you know why? cause my result getting worst and I myself didn't realize at all until my friends call me "carpets" This word that split it out from my friends make me awake and sometime I get angry but I quite admit with what my friends said..the word mean "reverted" >< get it?

I'M BACK

GUYS...i'm back..i feel like i'm just out from the jail..=.=

but is sooooooooooooooo fun!!

i learn so much from the camping..

too bad we dun have jungle tracking because of some electrical problem so the performance need to delay for a few hour and so our jungle tracking is CANCEL due to timing is not suitable to the planning ..we are so disappointed lar..haiz
well..but we still have various activity that almost nearly related to the national service..i think is almost the same..just the different is the days is not the same..

i think i not gonna share with you guys a lot cause if i really want to share i think my blog turn to essay..lol..haha...i can share some of my picture for u..check it out more at facebook..=)

GOODBYE

HEY GUYS...I WILL BE LEAVING KK AROUND FOUR DAY..!!
HURRAY!!! TOMORROW I GOING TO CAMP WITH MY BUDDY..
GONNA MISS YOU GUYS VERY MUCH!!!
I WILL NOT ONLINE FOR FOUR DAY...MISS YOU! MUACKSS!!

OBJECTIONABLE

I was about to stop thinking bout my love..
and then my friendship problem came to me so sudden...
This has made me so unconscious..what the heck thing that happen to me these weeks??..
I got a feeling that everyone was get rid from me..i wonder why...is tat because of my attitude?
Well..this has cause me less pay attention during classes..
i tell myself i want to STUDY STUDY but i just CAN'T DO IT..
who else can help me to reduce my stress and this fucking problem!?

FRIENDS! i just wanna tell you guys..when i WARN u..mean i really hurt..
sometimes you guys are too over..i know you just kidding..but DUN TOO MUCH..
YES...u can play occasionally ...but not every moment ok?
is really hurt my feeling..and hello? did u ever think if u been piss by me EVERYDAY ..
what will u feel? Even thought u laugh..but somethings your laugh made me embarrassing in
front of public..I'm a human too and so did you..so please RESPECT me..IF u saw this,actually I'm not angry bout you guys, i just wanna tell you bout my feel seriously..I'm serious..

THE TRUTH:
i still could not forget him..
i still love him..
i'm always waiting his message..
this time when i reply him message..he did not answer me..
so.....
i think i'm not really important to u now..
just wanna tell u..
I LOVE U..