WORKING TIME

This december is awesome to me compare to november...hmmm
First..i got a job..a job that i really hate to do..u know...WAITRESS..
i hate to do this kinda job but i have no choice cause i need to cure my heart and of course earn some money to change my apperance next year!!!

i have learn much and been hurt,dump,piss by everyone so much already...
is enough for me already!!! i gonna change someday!!

is quite fun after i work for 4 days..
i choose to work morning shif..but is quite bored man..
did u guys know why??
cause i can't get many tips from customer...and no 'leng cai' for me to see...wahahha..
i think tats all for my blog today...

~GAMBATEH CINDY CHOO~
slowl everything will be fine too..

SWEET EIGHTEEN PART TWO

After being through my hollyshit birthday part one... i feel like being dump by everyone..friend,family and my ex.. i feel extremely like a hell..i feel so bad this time.. But everything changed at night...

Talking bout my birthday part two..it goes like this..... we went to kk box at karamusing as my planning from the beginning... i borrow the member card from my senior and i ask all of my friend to bring student card so tat it will be more cheaper for the payment.. BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the girl!! the staff!!! said..'i'm sorry,u are not allow to use member card or student card at night!!' and so we have no choice bout to pay RM 43 per person.. oh~~~~~~~ all of our purse bleeding..T.T and so everyone BLAME Me...huhu..

is so happy during kk box.. i had so much fun tat day.. my best buddy sang a song to me is bout let it go i think.. she sang tat for me so that i wont be sad anymore..aww..is so touch!!
After a while..jing came in with a suprise bitrhday cake.. is a cheese cake.. and i was OMG!! i can't believe..my tear wanna out tat moment everyone sang happy birthday to me.. i was so touch... i wont forget the best moment they gave to me.. thanks jing and henry for givng me trick present and a wonderful present to me is the best memory and sweet eighteen i had in my life.. too bad..i dint eat the cake..haiz!

here is the photo share with u guys..;D ENJOY!!

SWEET EIGHTEEN

so..my birthday is over...
first,i gonna talk bout my birthday part one..
oh well..as usual i packing my own stuff and preparing going to school...
and i go for a check for my message because i'm wondering who will sent birthday wish to me..haa..
too bad..as i reply one of my friend and i got a bad news from her..her father pass away so urged..=(
after heard this news from her,i was moody at all..

ok..recess time..
i got a expression from my senior..
and so,he ask me to look for him later..
and then i feel curious why???why??
at last,i find him after finish my breakfast??i think..
haha..whatever..
he gave me present and i was OMG!! i fell so suprise and happy of course..haha..
but i'm so embrassing tat time because he is a boy ,not everyone knew i was close with him actually..hee..everyone was looking at him giving the present to me..
oh gosh~ i dunno where should put my face..haha..next i receive a suprise again,my sceret admire frm 6r2 wish me happy birthday by giving me lolipop and a card to me..awh~how sweet it be..haha..still wondering who is it??hmmmmm...
but i did OVERWHELMED AT TAT MOMENT..lol..

next..one of my friend PATRICIA CHONG kept saying happy birthday to me..
One of my classmates shout and he said 'cindy ur birthday ah??'
Arghh!!!! i feel like wanna puch patricia lor..haha..but i not tat angry ...hehe
and all of my friend sing happy birthday song to me..
tats the best present i had for my sweet eighteen..^V^
thanks you lower six...love u guys so much..haha..

my bithday haven end yet...
the worst and bad memory i had..
my ex bring her girlfriend into the pub..and they just start their relationship during my birthday..is really hurt to me..is like tats the present he gave to me..=(
The first time i heard he sang is after we broke up..
at the moment all my happiness had gone...
i cry inside the toilet..everyone was kept looking for me and i cry like SO PO..
haiz....i even drunk until some of my brother friend carry me to the car..and the most made me embrssing is i kept hug someone..well is boy but i'm not remmber who is it..ok..i know i cheap..i admit tat..i feel so bad at all..but it wont happen again and ever..

EVERTHING GETTING WORST AND MESSY

~sigh~
why in the earth i can't focus in this examination???
everthing gettting worse this october..
everytime i want to study but something bothering in my mind..
COME ON..i need to consious!!! i should know the hill is high,if i try to jump i will dead..
is the same situation as i want to figure out something even though i know the answer..........stupid me
how could i concentrate?? oh GOD...please let someone to be my pill..i need a pill right now..
i'm so suffer for this october..=( my heart was stung for a moment..
i was like just being punish by GOD for being lying people..yea,i admit that thou..hee

guess is just this for today
feel sleepy right now..
and gambateh to myself..=(

JAPANESE EVENT

watashiwa cindy des..
suppose to update my blog last friday.. but i kinda exhausted doing some nonsense stuff... haha..now going to the topic first...

is JAPANESE EVENT!!!
Location:Kota KinabaluHigh School
Actually i'm not so that excited cause japan is not my hmmm...favorite place?? i think so...hehe THey coming to our school..and the most weird thing that i dint expect is our stupid suck school organise a Japanese kursus for us and is expecially for lower six..haha i feel so lucky guys... well... this japanese kursus is teach us to learn how to comunicate with japan girl or boy by japanese word..
is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fun... i feel high when i was at the stage singging with them..and the most famous japanese guy staring at me long time.(1 min) haha..OMG..i sooooooo happy..gosh~ too bad i have no picture sharing with u guys...CHU KHUI LI!!!!! PIC PLEASE!!!! haha
luckliy i have some pic share although is not a human...hehe.. Enjoy..


Here is the exchange present that i get from them..haha
-this is kinda japan honey biscuit..is so sweet..^.^



















this is fan.i think is a culture of japan..this is the best present
for me to kept memory..hee


















and this is a japan sweet,tastelike blueberry..well is blueberry..-.-

PLEASE LISTEN TO MY EXPRESS

MY PERSONAL
I love to write english,so please dont blame on me when i'm writing all these in
broken english.
I wish to be more mature, but i enjoy the feel of being childish.. O____O. Omg
I wish i have more new friend but they are getting far than me..
I wish that i will be a sucessful girl,but i dint work hard for it..am i right my friend??^v^
I never hide my love feeling..did u know why?? cause is very obvious if i love someone even though i didnt told anyone..
I hate to update my blog cause......i dunno why..=.=
When I warn you that I am getting angry now, stop doing that! or else I will really get angry..
When i fall in love with someone,i will treat him like the feeling of the life of prince..



LOVE
Love can hurt,but the hurt can easily be turned into love. So,if the person are hurt because of me mean u fall in love me..
Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met..

I DID IT

FINALLY FINALLY!!
i did it...har?! u must wondering what i saying..
is just i knew how to add link to my blog post..
HAHAHAHAHAHA..(crazy me)

so.....

is a long way to go..
now,i would not get struggle!!
i can update my blog everydays..every minutes..every second..LOL

i think tats all for today...^^

SHOCK

Today,weird thing came to me.
is began like this........

while i was playing pet society within facebook..
i receive an e-mail...someone has add me in my msn messenger and i dunno who is it..
i was act like normal chating with "HIM" cause i thought he is my friend..

But then,here is the point.

He was asking me either i at home nor at cyber.
i lie to him and i said i was at cyber.
i dont even sure who is him so i lie to him.
He ask me for CYBERSEX!!
firstly i was odd,something came out my mind sunddenly.
i saw this word and a story about cybersex at newspaper once in a blue moon.
YUCk..what wrong with him?
don try to fool me around..............
i know what was it..
it can be emotionally dangerous even i'm not in a committed offline and risking
infidetly.

i wish i could tell someone about this..
no one can help me.
u know,is so embrassing if i told my family.
so i release my emotion and express bout my expression right here.

FUTURE?

so.........is been long time i haven update my blog.
here come a holidays again......
many things happen to me this year...
happy,exhausted,frustated all came to me this year..
i feel like i became older and older year by year....
what will be my future?
is it came toward itself....
is all depend on GOD......
is time to accept the fate.

IS JOLIN DAY

Today is jolin day....the hottest celebrity coming to SABAH!!!
WOW....the day i should not miss...
Jolin is coming to One borneo...the biggest hypermall in sabah..
Thanks to TOTO to promote ticket for those who brought toto over their limit
and thanks to one borneo for celebrate 1st aniversary to invite jolin..
i starting my jouney around 5.30 pm..
there was no one around kk,,where they going??
guess i no need to mention it in detail guys..;P
Aproach through one borneo..it was extremely TRAFFIC JAM..
my friends,jing n her sister fall asleep in my car..........
but the road was crowed...
the day is dark and i finally reach one borneo...i was so excited
because this was my first time watching the hottest star in front of my eye..LOL
First we find a place but we dindt made it..the bad news is all the good location
is block it already and we need ticket to in but then my friend and i does not have ticket..haiz!
so.......we went for a walk n my stomach was kept calling me...=.=
and i was starving
Jolin is about to come so we choose a location as fast as possible and we finally have a little
bit good location although is block by tall boy..=.=
but i still can see the stage..
One borneo is so crowed at all!!!
just because of JOlin..
we been waiting so long...but jolin haven out yet..
i saw everyone is in bad mood...
a few minutes later...JOLIN reach...eveyone was out of mind..
shouting,camera..............
Jolin is singging on the stage...Haha..i so grateful n so lucky bt is so suffering to me!!
She was so beautifu,pretty..
wearing high heel standing for half hour....SHIT! damn tired!!
we just watch for her one song then i have a walk with my boyfriend
and have a dinner at NEw York restraurent...too bad i din not have picture with it..
sry guys...

IS ALL ABOUT ME

check this out guys!!












guess where m i?? taking pic at fitting room??YES

OUT OF MIND

so sad~ nobody interest visit my blog..
bt is ok because blog is just like dairy..lol..wat am i saying..
these week i currently busy for complete my form six entry..
First day at school..~sigh~ is damn HATE back to school!!!
im kinda feeling like childist student around me...tat not comfortable at all....
and nw then i realise tat stpm is TOP THREE in this word..nt in our country!!!
well....the reason i choose to go to form six is because i wan to take challenge!!!
hahahaha!!! i know..i crazy.....

FRUSTRATE LIFE

FRUSTRATE LIFE

NObody is perfect in this word.
everyone wan to be perfect. Perfect isn't come easily if u don't sucess in your life.

i wan to sucessful in furute like my father.
i wan my precious life back.

i don't need friends. Friends is terrible for me.
YES. they will help u when u in trouble.
Even though they help u,they wan u to "PAID BACK"!!
why???
if u reject,they wount be friends with u.(who care!!)
din't they couscious this is not HELP but SELFISH??!!
is true we need to help each other bt in correct way.
NOT FORCE if u unable to help.

^HATES friends at this moment.^

EXTREMELY exhaust ! !

EXTREMELY exhaust ! !

I'm totally exhaust for getting my blog well..
oh~gosh.................................getting headache!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
For this moment,i searching my friends blog,it was so @#$%%@!$%^&*
well,i don't exaclty know to said...^.^
In fact,i figure out there is nothing i could do expect for asking from my friends..
i mean help me get through it(u knw,be more reader)..
Actually i tired to make this blog more attractive.
i do this so that ppl can read my blog not only YOU my friends..
helping me get through when i was bored and BLA BLA BLA..

HAve to get use this blog
this is just my beggining
*Tommorow will be different*

My first BLOG

holy shit!! damn BORING!! my precious life?? when is it??i not going to wait for it so i end up to creat a blog to spend my whole boring season day...now i been waiting for the form six entry result after taking my spm result..there is few days left..i'm so nervous of it..0.0..sign..i wonder if according to my spm qualification is it i have pass wif the goverment requirentnent since i get 2A in my spm?(so poor) .For the first time of writng this blog..i hope tat mayb i can improve my blog much better someday..