The happiness and sadness part.

The happiness part
One more day..I going to meet someone important in my life..wee~~
Hope everything goes smoothy.
Finally I have the chance to touch and kiss you..buahaha.

The saddest part.
Hate going to school recently.
There are so damn much assignment that need to rush.
Done finish one assignment, the other assignment come again.
Plus presentation and bla bla bla.
And so..I get high fever. T__T Still I need to crawl from my bed to school.Not really in a good mood today. Ignore the invitation from my friends and everything. Writing blog here to release my stress.
I wish I can travel now. Leave all sort of things here and enjoy my day.

意见

别人不相信你，我相信你可以的。“改变自己”希望这首歌可以让你有自信点。自己唱提醒自己吧。想开点你就开心很多。：)

亲爱的，看了你落格后，我真的希望能够帮你。可我无能为力。我只能发表我的意见希望能帮助你。
其实如果你要前途光芒，不是说没有办法的。
比如做保险啊，Amway 生意人-(不懂你有没有听过。不过我推见你而已啦，要是你回来，有空的话，我带你见识一下。你就会看到小小的希望)，以及其他等等。
这些不需要看学业，但要是你做到，没人会看小你。真的。你还能发达一点啦。：)
即然你说你的学业不足，但你可能可以往另一方向走的。
不是说读不成书就没有前途。你可以选择工作啊。你有机会的宝贝。至于工作你必须好好的选。
不过要是你选择了工作，我可星相信你，只要你有心，专心在你的工作上。你一定可以的。我的眼观肯定没有错的。不要管别人的批评先。这一些都要看你自己。你一定对自己有自信。
宝贝，如果不想读不要太勉强自己。你越勉强你自己你就会想到你的前途。当你想到前途，你又没心情了。
不管你的最后决定是什么，我会尊重和支持你。我会一直在你身边陪你一起度过你的困难，减轻你的压力及负坦，发表我的意见。。希望我能帮助到你。。

Because of you.

BECAUSE OF YOU

I become more smarter.
You teach me what reality is.And now..I get to know what reality is.They are so much meaning within it and it can express everything inside within one word ''reality''.

I found back my childhood life.
People say that you're childish,but for me you're not.
They think that you're childish because they do not know well about you. They don even try to figure out and think all over what u trying to express. They just listen only. They dun think. This was just my opinion la..I dunno is true or not. Sometimes they're true when they say u childish on your action.Don't be sad or angry. My dear..to me,not everyone dare to act like as you did. because they scare people say they look childish. But you're not. You're different babe. Because of your childish action make me happy and also remind me when I was a small little girl,I used to see those action when I young.Now,I can't find back my young but u did..you could brought me back to my childhood.Not everyone can do that honey.You should be proud. :)

I don't hate people.
You teach me not to hate anyone.
Indeed.Hating someone is really tired. You're words are so damn correct everytime. But I just dun wanna tell you how correct are you because I dun wan u to be proud alone. :)

I don't forgot things easily.
The bad habits of mine is forget things easily.I don't realize it before you told me. After you told me, I start to change not because you ask for it but I wanna change my bad behavior. Then I realize u help me so much.Thanks dear.You making my life better.

I become talkative.
I used to be a quite girl and don't talk much.I start to talk nonsense to my friends. I start to open conservation more. We used to talk at phone every night,I don't wanna to get boring in our conservation.Eventually,I get used myself and start to talk more.And is all because of you honey.Recall back when I was a high school girl, I'm quite and boring among my friends. They don't seem to talk with me.But now..everything change.

I express everything whenever I feel sad or pressure.
You told me not to put my pressure or sad things inside my heart. I did it. Then I realize is so damn comfortable than suffering alone.Thank you honey.Because of you,I didn't put anything on heart anymore.

My dear, I know I couldn't help u much when you're facing family problem or your future.
My advice wasn't good enough.No one can understand what you feel because you is you.
No one can help u but yourself darling.What we could do is giving opinion.So,trust yourself and be confident on your decision.
If you done a mistake then took it as lesson.If you regret then find the mistake and don't do it anymore.

I'm sorry if some of my words hurting u much.
I don't mean it seriously.

My drawing

Today is the day.:)
I wish I could draw better my dear.
But I try my best.So don't judge me if there is some ''cacat'' .
still Remember I told you? u have a love shape on your mouth.
I notice that while I was drawing actually.haha
My handwriting wasn't good enough. So there is a bit ''cacat''.=X

I know is not look like u. I draw according to the pic u sent to me.:)

Maybe I'm not the only one who draw for u..but I just wanna draw because I miss u.
I draw this while I was studying.Those marketing are killing me.>___<

Hope you like it.Happy anniversary. :D

Bad day

So..where should i start..Hmmm...

Having so much stressful today as I was thinking idea for part of my assignments.
The consequence of being lazy. *Sigh*
Is all about marketing. Places and location to select and the factors.
Maybe is simple for those who are smart but not for me.
Searching for many website to gain some idea which could help me but at last I do it by myself.Lame.
Starting a business is not my interest at all..
Next week gonna be my mid-term JUST for marketing.
And I haven start any chapter yet.
Marketing ah marketing..why are u so damn annoying......ARGH..

While I was taking my breakfast today nearby foh Sang, I realize the beef weren't cook at all.
And so,I had stomachache.>_____< why this always happen to me EVERYTIMES? WHY? I hate u cow. &#@*(&#_(@*#()!

Rushing to school after I had my lunch to pass my ptptn document and then to work.Unfortunately,Miss told me the same things as I reach.She says wait for the announcement. Lame. -.- why am I so idiot rushing time as I don get things perfect at last.Such a bad day.

If you're by my side sweetheart...everything gonna be perfect even thought I had a bad day.Dun worry..I'm not moody right now. I just damn miss u..>__< This small case wont brother me so much babe..Remember that my mood were decide by you.Seriously.

Did U know?
I always re-read your blog many times.
Almost ten times.
Why?
Because I love the way u express.especially when U mention bout me.^^
Really?
yes babe. I wanna told you that I........

IF

If the time can stop,I wish I can re-choose everything.
What would happen If I dun study? Will I be a punk?
If I choose my own way without my parents permission. I will choose to be stewardess.
If I born to be rich. I would change every weakness for my satisfaction.Get out from this fucking place and start over my life all by myself.
If I have my own house and cars. How am I going to do with it?
If I can be more genius, my life will be more perfect.
If I can read people mind..I would not read my lover mind.
If I can predict tomorrow,how imagine it is.
What if everything is an illusion and do not exists?

Could I be your the perfect one in your heart? That's impossible.
Everything were just my imagination.
How I wish there is a miracle in this world.

Anyway..next week gonna be my semester break for a week.And I think I gonna blogging much and put more effort on my study and someone.Not gonna neglect my own needs.I wanna everything to be perfect.At least I do my best. :)
One more, I miss you suddenly my dear. T__T

Something that you should know

Things are really hard to predict.
No matter what's going to happen in the future,I will just try best to hold your hand until u let it go.
For me,the best proof of love is trust.
I will never lie to someone who trust me.
I'm not saying this by wishing anything. I'm just telling the fact.
I wish I could say or do something that would make u trust that I going to love u someday if u give me time I can prove to u.
Everyone wants to hear the truth...until it hurts..

Something that you should know:
1. Sometimes, I seen to forget a lot of things simply because your person has full in my brain memory.Your look,your action,your smile were just pop up sudden and then I forgot things that you ask..=X

2. If i text u..mean I miss you. If I don't text u..it's just means I'm waiting you to miss me.

3. Be who you are and say what you feel. I just love the way you are.

4. To be honest to you..I don't have the words to make you feel better.But I do have arms to give you a hug..a ears to listen wherever you wanna to talk,and I have a heart. A heart that will give you someday and to smile everyday.

5.You mean everything's to me.

6. In the hope to meet you,I can't wait to show somethings to u. At the same times..make our absent sweet.Which mean making sweet in our relationship even thought we are far distance.

7. When I'm getting angry. I calm down myself and pretending that you are hugging me.

8. When I starring at your picture that you sent to me. I smile myself. You make me happy in a day.

Dear..This were some words and things that I wanna express to you.Hopefully you know what I'm thinking everyday.