Apologize

Sorry for ignoring you recently.
Sorry for skipping you.
Sorry for my behavior.
Sorry for treating you cool when you are seriously talking to me.
Sorry for pushing you away sometimes.
I was busy and selfish for not realize your feelings.
I know sorry can't help much sometimes.
Please forgive me for neglect you. :(

他的笑容

当你爱上一个人，你会真心得想要他开心。

他开心，你会特别的开心。难道这就是爱？：)
你不需要他特地为你做些东西。
你只要他开心，就已经能包含我一切一切想拥有的。
他的开心的力量对我很大。
因为他的开心是非常难寻找。
想要他真心得笑容，快乐得笑就可以了。
我并不要求富贵，也不需要钱。只要他的笑。

我能带他欢喜吗？
我能找回他的快乐吗？
我能让他幸福吗？
要是他真的开心，我会像左边的相片这样高傲的飞。：D

以前的心声与现在的心声

这是我以前的心声，只想让你知道。

你陪著我的時候想著她

你聽不見我的心在喧譁
明明我知道 卻裝作沒想法
是善體人意還是傻瓜

你陪著我的時候想著她
你看不見我的笑多受傷。

这一部份完完全全表达我的心声。

接下来，
这是我现在的心声，我要你知道。：D
现在，当然我一直都相信你。希望你相信我相信你宝贝。

我相信你对我的爱。少少啦。：)
我也相信你已经慢慢的抹掉你的过去。
相信你已经从寂寞世界跑出来。从新开始。
你已经真实的表达出来。在不知不觉中。
这就是我想要的。
自然的。^^
和你相处这些日子，我看得出你的真。
相信我，你是个好男人。不要再认为自己没有用。
现在的你只是无能为力。

最后。我爱你。

Welcome to my life

Hey!! I'm back and here come my mood again..>__<
Welcome to my life.I gonna express everything inside my mind.
The cruel me. Dun be shock.

Why I can't be perfect like everyone ?
My life was so damn complicated!!
You never know it !!
I can be what I want if I wanna to.
Is just I was so lazy to approach it.
Nobody ever gave what I wan, I have to grab everything all by myself. Always!! DAMN IT!!
People dun help sincerely.
Helping people doesn't mean people will appreciate it.
If you are the lucky person and the person I appreciate, I help much and sacrifice everything that I got just to get your happiness. You will never know how deep I sacrifice.And when you knew it, you will totally get shock and never think I'm gonna doing that way or maybe even touch? haha. =X sorry, let me ss for a while. xP
I quite something because I was thinking.
Thinking why. When I still can't think of answer. My mood went down.

To be honest my lovely friends,parents and my boyfriend, I worry a lot !!! :)
Dun ask me what I'm worry.
Figure out yourself better.
I dun ask sometimes because when I ask..The questions will be non-stop.
And so, I been yell back or being scold. :( Maybe the questions I ask were nonsense.
After being scold or yell, my tear began to fall. ALMOST. I control myself because I dun wanna people think that I'm weak.
SO, I never ever gonna ask questions anymore.
I figure out answer myself until I accept the fate. :(

My appearance might disspointed when saw me the first time.
Picture and real person are totally different.
So what!!?? I born this way. :)
Who you wanna blame? my parents or me?
I dun used to make up.
so, welcome to my life. Accept the real me.
If you can't accept then dun talk to me.
Because your emotions on your face are obvious!! Dun show the fake of you cause I knew it.

That's my mood for today.

Did u know? (Third post)

I was not really in a good mood today.
I can't stop typing and typing.
So, I wrote three post continually and that makes me feeling better than preciously.
All because of you kid!! you running my day. >____<

My dear.
After being with u..I think I'm getting to know more and more about your personality and bla bla bla.
Before knowing you as deep as now..I thought you were a person who had a bad attitude like smoking..going to pub or clubbing and bla bla bla or two face people to anyone or everyone or treat person badly. But, I was wrong. Can't believe you're kind. xD Dun be happy first, I haven complete my word....you just kind sometimes la..xD My dear..dun be sad first...I haven complete my word..yes..you were kind to me but kind to your friends sometimes la..haha..get what I mean? If you dun understand..then dun ask me..think yourself..xP

Did u know is so damn hard to predict what's on your mind ??

Did u know you look cute so so much when your face turn red?? OMG..I think I never forgot you look damn cute the day your face turn red. =X That day only la. xD haha..dun sad la..you always look cute but that day was the perfect cute. :) smile la..hehe

Did u know I love to see you when you get active? babe..I know you do not know that.:D

Alright..that's all.

Tough (Second post)

There were always a tough question inside my brain.
There were just so many question marks pop out.
Searching for reason or answer by myself could be my bad habit or maybe it could be good if I found the accurate answer.
Sometimes you should ask if you wanna to know the answer.
I used to ask and what I got mostly was facing the consequences.
For me, Figure out by myself and solve problem all by myself are much better than everything.
In the end, I dun choose to ask but get it done all by myself.
At least, I can learn somethings and analysis people surrounding me.
A tough question could be a challenge for me.
Unfortunately, to search for the answer could be so troublesome or even emo.
So what? I'm trying to be tough so that I can breathe and stand up next time.
Could I be tough? I hope I can.
I dun wanna to be a useless person.

I hate Kid (First post: )

YOU! yes,you!!

Get out of my house immediately!! or else I'm not going to be kind to you.
You know how fierce am I if you step on my tail.
I hate kid so much!!
Kid makes my temper getting higher and higher.
I just can't stand their attitude.
Hard to communicate with them.
Can you just stop being noisy and act yourself like queen and king inside my house!!?
If my temper was over my limit, then you're face the hell.
GO TO HELL.

Without music

I love music.
When I feel sad..I stick with music.
When I feel happy..I stick with music too.
There wasn't any reason why I stick music so much but because I born this way. :D
If there is a chance..I would learn piano or guitar.
If there is a chance..I would like to place myself in music world.
If there is a chance..I would like to learn music oversea.
Is that possible?
Too bad..everything is just ''if''. SIGH~
I can't live without music !!

What's on my mind

The day had come.
Finally,we met.
Sadly,everything doesn't went smoothly as I expect.
Sorry,blame on me for not planning properly.
Our dating wasn't perfect enough.
In fact, I was so freaking happy being with him.
He treat me so good. He makes me feel warm every second.
He cares about me and I can feel it.
He was so sweet. He has a sweet smile on his face.
The way he kiss, the way he hold me was just so damn sweet. Is hard to explain. hmmm..
Although he's not so that handsome enough, naughty, evil, ''dan chun'', kinda short but tall than me xD,sry to say tat..=X but he has a good side which have to realize deeply,which he only show his good side when he with a person who are good to him.But..I still love u. I love you and please trust me that I love you.
Although his love to me wasn't much enough for me. I believe that someday your love to me would be better than today.
I love you my dear. :D

Is December. I wish I could celebrate Christmas with him if there is a chance.
Hopefully can build a sweet memory between me and him within this month.
This is the last month within this year.
I hope this December I could get things done perfectly.

Next month which mean next year gonna be my final examination. ARGH!! T__T
I haven start study yet.
This time, I'm not going to be dump like preciously in my STPM.
I gonna study hard to get 3.00CPGA. ><
wish I can do it.

The happiness and sadness part.

The happiness part
One more day..I going to meet someone important in my life..wee~~
Hope everything goes smoothy.
Finally I have the chance to touch and kiss you..buahaha.

The saddest part.
Hate going to school recently.
There are so damn much assignment that need to rush.
Done finish one assignment, the other assignment come again.
Plus presentation and bla bla bla.
And so..I get high fever. T__T Still I need to crawl from my bed to school.Not really in a good mood today. Ignore the invitation from my friends and everything. Writing blog here to release my stress.
I wish I can travel now. Leave all sort of things here and enjoy my day.

意见

别人不相信你，我相信你可以的。“改变自己”希望这首歌可以让你有自信点。自己唱提醒自己吧。想开点你就开心很多。：)

亲爱的，看了你落格后，我真的希望能够帮你。可我无能为力。我只能发表我的意见希望能帮助你。
其实如果你要前途光芒，不是说没有办法的。
比如做保险啊，Amway 生意人-(不懂你有没有听过。不过我推见你而已啦，要是你回来，有空的话，我带你见识一下。你就会看到小小的希望)，以及其他等等。
这些不需要看学业，但要是你做到，没人会看小你。真的。你还能发达一点啦。：)
即然你说你的学业不足，但你可能可以往另一方向走的。
不是说读不成书就没有前途。你可以选择工作啊。你有机会的宝贝。至于工作你必须好好的选。
不过要是你选择了工作，我可星相信你，只要你有心，专心在你的工作上。你一定可以的。我的眼观肯定没有错的。不要管别人的批评先。这一些都要看你自己。你一定对自己有自信。
宝贝，如果不想读不要太勉强自己。你越勉强你自己你就会想到你的前途。当你想到前途，你又没心情了。
不管你的最后决定是什么，我会尊重和支持你。我会一直在你身边陪你一起度过你的困难，减轻你的压力及负坦，发表我的意见。。希望我能帮助到你。。

Because of you.

BECAUSE OF YOU

I become more smarter.
You teach me what reality is.And now..I get to know what reality is.They are so much meaning within it and it can express everything inside within one word ''reality''.

I found back my childhood life.
People say that you're childish,but for me you're not.
They think that you're childish because they do not know well about you. They don even try to figure out and think all over what u trying to express. They just listen only. They dun think. This was just my opinion la..I dunno is true or not. Sometimes they're true when they say u childish on your action.Don't be sad or angry. My dear..to me,not everyone dare to act like as you did. because they scare people say they look childish. But you're not. You're different babe. Because of your childish action make me happy and also remind me when I was a small little girl,I used to see those action when I young.Now,I can't find back my young but u did..you could brought me back to my childhood.Not everyone can do that honey.You should be proud. :)

I don't hate people.
You teach me not to hate anyone.
Indeed.Hating someone is really tired. You're words are so damn correct everytime. But I just dun wanna tell you how correct are you because I dun wan u to be proud alone. :)

I don't forgot things easily.
The bad habits of mine is forget things easily.I don't realize it before you told me. After you told me, I start to change not because you ask for it but I wanna change my bad behavior. Then I realize u help me so much.Thanks dear.You making my life better.

I become talkative.
I used to be a quite girl and don't talk much.I start to talk nonsense to my friends. I start to open conservation more. We used to talk at phone every night,I don't wanna to get boring in our conservation.Eventually,I get used myself and start to talk more.And is all because of you honey.Recall back when I was a high school girl, I'm quite and boring among my friends. They don't seem to talk with me.But now..everything change.

I express everything whenever I feel sad or pressure.
You told me not to put my pressure or sad things inside my heart. I did it. Then I realize is so damn comfortable than suffering alone.Thank you honey.Because of you,I didn't put anything on heart anymore.

My dear, I know I couldn't help u much when you're facing family problem or your future.
My advice wasn't good enough.No one can understand what you feel because you is you.
No one can help u but yourself darling.What we could do is giving opinion.So,trust yourself and be confident on your decision.
If you done a mistake then took it as lesson.If you regret then find the mistake and don't do it anymore.

I'm sorry if some of my words hurting u much.
I don't mean it seriously.

My drawing

Today is the day.:)
I wish I could draw better my dear.
But I try my best.So don't judge me if there is some ''cacat'' .
still Remember I told you? u have a love shape on your mouth.
I notice that while I was drawing actually.haha
My handwriting wasn't good enough. So there is a bit ''cacat''.=X

I know is not look like u. I draw according to the pic u sent to me.:)

Maybe I'm not the only one who draw for u..but I just wanna draw because I miss u.
I draw this while I was studying.Those marketing are killing me.>___<

Hope you like it.Happy anniversary. :D

Bad day

So..where should i start..Hmmm...

Having so much stressful today as I was thinking idea for part of my assignments.
The consequence of being lazy. *Sigh*
Is all about marketing. Places and location to select and the factors.
Maybe is simple for those who are smart but not for me.
Searching for many website to gain some idea which could help me but at last I do it by myself.Lame.
Starting a business is not my interest at all..
Next week gonna be my mid-term JUST for marketing.
And I haven start any chapter yet.
Marketing ah marketing..why are u so damn annoying......ARGH..

While I was taking my breakfast today nearby foh Sang, I realize the beef weren't cook at all.
And so,I had stomachache.>_____< why this always happen to me EVERYTIMES? WHY? I hate u cow. &#@*(&#_(@*#()!

Rushing to school after I had my lunch to pass my ptptn document and then to work.Unfortunately,Miss told me the same things as I reach.She says wait for the announcement. Lame. -.- why am I so idiot rushing time as I don get things perfect at last.Such a bad day.

If you're by my side sweetheart...everything gonna be perfect even thought I had a bad day.Dun worry..I'm not moody right now. I just damn miss u..>__< This small case wont brother me so much babe..Remember that my mood were decide by you.Seriously.

Did U know?
I always re-read your blog many times.
Almost ten times.
Why?
Because I love the way u express.especially when U mention bout me.^^
Really?
yes babe. I wanna told you that I........

IF

If the time can stop,I wish I can re-choose everything.
What would happen If I dun study? Will I be a punk?
If I choose my own way without my parents permission. I will choose to be stewardess.
If I born to be rich. I would change every weakness for my satisfaction.Get out from this fucking place and start over my life all by myself.
If I have my own house and cars. How am I going to do with it?
If I can be more genius, my life will be more perfect.
If I can read people mind..I would not read my lover mind.
If I can predict tomorrow,how imagine it is.
What if everything is an illusion and do not exists?

Could I be your the perfect one in your heart? That's impossible.
Everything were just my imagination.
How I wish there is a miracle in this world.

Anyway..next week gonna be my semester break for a week.And I think I gonna blogging much and put more effort on my study and someone.Not gonna neglect my own needs.I wanna everything to be perfect.At least I do my best. :)
One more, I miss you suddenly my dear. T__T

Something that you should know

Things are really hard to predict.
No matter what's going to happen in the future,I will just try best to hold your hand until u let it go.
For me,the best proof of love is trust.
I will never lie to someone who trust me.
I'm not saying this by wishing anything. I'm just telling the fact.
I wish I could say or do something that would make u trust that I going to love u someday if u give me time I can prove to u.
Everyone wants to hear the truth...until it hurts..

Something that you should know:
1. Sometimes, I seen to forget a lot of things simply because your person has full in my brain memory.Your look,your action,your smile were just pop up sudden and then I forgot things that you ask..=X

2. If i text u..mean I miss you. If I don't text u..it's just means I'm waiting you to miss me.

3. Be who you are and say what you feel. I just love the way you are.

4. To be honest to you..I don't have the words to make you feel better.But I do have arms to give you a hug..a ears to listen wherever you wanna to talk,and I have a heart. A heart that will give you someday and to smile everyday.

5.You mean everything's to me.

6. In the hope to meet you,I can't wait to show somethings to u. At the same times..make our absent sweet.Which mean making sweet in our relationship even thought we are far distance.

7. When I'm getting angry. I calm down myself and pretending that you are hugging me.

8. When I starring at your picture that you sent to me. I smile myself. You make me happy in a day.

Dear..This were some words and things that I wanna express to you.Hopefully you know what I'm thinking everyday.

困扰

今天我的他好累。第一次感受到他那么疲倦。
他会不会生病了？T_T
问他。他也没答。有点担心但不敢逻唆。可能他真的真的很累。
感受到他那么疲倦。他是不是身体有点不舒服？结果我又有一点坦心了。
但不敢问太多。
所以我给了他空间。不去纠缠他。希望他能好好的休息。：)

今天总算能解了一部份功课。可说松了一大口气。
一切都过的很顺利。
可惜，下个星期。又有小考。这下的背伏真不知怎么啃下去。真困扰。
还好我有个恶魔在身边。xP
看来我不能在上课时偷偷的完牌和BINGO。但我照要玩因为我专心我也会很眼睡。那不是一样嘛。不如不听。我知道听起来很幼稚。=.= 我开心就好，你管我。
因为这样时间才过的快嘛。
还好我有很多朋友和我同病相怜。哈哈哈。
我这群朋友很开朗也很搞笑。很高兴能认识到他们。

虽然我很困扰，很疲倦但是我一点都不觉得累。为什么？自己找答案吧！ ：D

Here's he is.

He was the one who make me smile when I don't even wanna to smile.
He was the reason that make me get up in the morning.
He was the one I wanna to chit chat everyday even when I'm busy.
He was the guy who will smile just for me.
He was the one who can give me spirit to continue my day.
He was the one that that make my heart beat fast when I saw him.
He's the one who can decide my mood.
My mood were depend on him.
He can make me sad,angry or even laugh.
He has the power of love.
The night while he's sleeping..I stay up thinking of him.I wish on a star that somewhere he are,he will missing and dreaming of me too..
I'll ignore every one of them because I want him.
I can feel his love, in the warmth of his touch,
Because of him,my life were almost complete.

超喜欢你

有了你，再忙我都不会觉得累。
我的笑送给你希望你快乐。你也把你的难过都给我。可以吗？
关于你的一切我都会好好好的去收藏着。
我不许你再孤单。你能为我做到吗？
你给我好多的快乐。你的眼神，你说话的语气让我真的觉得好开心。
和你3G时，我真的不舍得脱开你的视线。
我没怪你爱上我，我只怪你爱上我比我还要快。xD
你怎么可以这样啊？
你不必帮我解决我大学的烦恼。
只要你在我身边就可以了。
有一天，也許我能把你的伤口治好。不忍心看到你受伤害了。
因为你受到伤害时，你的呼吸会很困难。：)

我的心声

你的缺点在于你太不积极。
要是你能够往好的方面想，你会很乐观。你会活得更快乐。
我的心情只有你能决定，这表示你对我是重要的。
有了你，我的明天会过的比较好。
有些事情不是我不想说，而是说了你可能会对我有另一个观念。
这会让我很担心。我真的很害怕。我很担心你对我的看法。你明白吗？
或许因为这样有时我对你无言。
我是自私的。我承认这一点。
可能我的自私会带给你怒。对不起。
不管以后发生什么事，我会记得你。因为你给我的爱非常热情。

你知道嗎﹖

这就是我每一天都会有的画面，你知道吗？^^

你知道吗？
你的讯息，你的微笑，你的动作，你的声音让我不断想着你。
我好想你。这种想你是无法想象。
无论在哪里，你的影子都不停的浮在我的脑海中。
你的魅力吸引了我。xP
你让我好想奋不顾身的抱紧你。你知道我有多么想抱着你吗？
是你给了我温柔。就这样，我的生活变的更精彩。
是你给了好多的许多许多。
是你让我相信你对我的慷慨。
是你让我习惯有了你。
我会努力让你不再孤单了。不让你伤心。相信我。
我知道有时候的我是有一些愚蠢。不明白你要表达的意思。让你不耐烦。对不起。
别怪我可以吗？
我说的是真的。请你相信我好吗？

不好意思。谈恋爱中的我充满着太多太多的快乐。
所以无法控制自己的情绪。
于是。就一直写下我的爱情故事。
请不要见外。：)

惡作劇 - 王藍茵

I love this song..<3
我的最大幸福是發現我喜歡你。

My expression for u

We will be in the picture as similar as this someday if possible. xp
This is just for temporary.xP

Yes. I having someone in my life after ignore to so many guy and being available for a long period.
Dun ask me anything.Cause I'm not going to answer so damn much question. xP Guess yourself my friends.

So there this boy..
He's cute.
The way he laugh makes me smile,The way he talks make me feel comfortable.
He is the first thing I think about and the last thing I think about when I fall asleep.
Just by hearing his voice,my whole world became bright because of him.
I may not get to see him as often as I like but I wil try my best to fulfill your needs as much as I can.
So please dun blame me if you can't feel my love for you.

Trust me when I say I like you because I always mean it.
I do not wish anything from you.
I just wan you to smile everyday. Just that simple. Can you do that?

P/s : I can't believe I'm saying this. =X but I just wanna tell my expression to u. :)

I had a dream

I will be one of them someday. xP

I dunno how many people out there really had a dream. Instead of thinking about dream rather than approach for dream ourself. I have no supporter or anyone to encourage.I have nothing but me. So,I have to work hard all by myself. I do not care about love. That's nonsense and unpredictable.why should I spent so much time on it? I dun trust anyone but myself. People seen to be selfish,or even dun trust each other.so what's friends for? If u think I'm fool then you're wrong.You do not have the right to say that when you dun even know well about me. I used to be contemptible and tease by a brunch of useless people. I wanna be tough and successful business women in the future. And I believe my dream will come true someday. And I going to give speech on the stage.Dun be surprise the day u see me.. I just want my life back. That's all. Now I can see my future. But I want more than that.Indeed,I'm greedy. so what? That's my dream.

明智的選擇

今天的我終于做出了明智的選擇。哈哈。

從今天起﹐我再也不會為愛而陶醉了。做人要樂觀嘛。何必為愛情困擾﹐一點都不值得。。

昨天在無優豫的情況下麻煩了鐘小姐幫我訂了機票。我能夠再次到西馬探望我的好友們。
不過令我可悲的是這次我必須孤獨一個人搭飛機。
希望這一段路程我能順順利利。至與錢的方面﹐我應該能克服。姐妹們等着我吧。

明天將會是我正式踏入新的環境。期待着我的新友們。
終于能夠往我的目標走了﹐過有充實的生活。畢竟放了漫長的假期了。在這一段假期內﹐我已享受過于足夠了。

昨晚和朋友聊天﹐不知不覺提到YOGA﹐她說她有興趣參于問我是否要加入。想了想﹐我倒是有一點興趣。哈哈。況且有同伴﹐為何要錯過這個機會嘻嘻。不過我還沒給她回復。大家都有時間問題。

凌晨﹐我與黃XX聊天。和他聊天挺好的﹐蠻開心。希望他別把我當不成熟人看待。哈哈。對于他﹐我就不知他是這麼想啦。不想某些人﹐聊天起來都有壓力。==

最近的我不停寫落格。可能是因為心機太重﹐在家無所事事。沒地方發泄吧﹗

好啦。我就此結束了。

Nothing but me

當你遇到你心目中的對像﹐他對你的小小個微笑可讓你一天充滿着歡喜。
我並不渴望任何事﹐只希望你能站在我的角度看。
別對我忽冷忽熱。你的所做所為讓我無法從痛苦中解脫。



I wasn't born rich,I have to work hard to raise myself.
I love traveling. Hate staying in a cage. Is damn killing me.
Saw my notes just now and I was like wtf...
How I wish I'm genius. I'm gonna built up myself as fast as possible.
I do not wish the history repeat in my life once again. =.=

我的其中一個偶像。

黃明志不愧是我的偶像.xD 好想看這部戲啊。可是沒有人陪我看。再說﹐我也得開課了。很難抽出時間。好悲哀。T_T

認的這個機場嗎﹖沒錯。就是KKIA terminal 2.:)
上個星期日黃明志來到GSC,1borneo。我今天才留意到啊。我的天啊。

或許是因為沙巴广告打的不响，很多不知道你来呢。真可惜。
我错过了黃明志宣传的那天,我没能去捧场。﹕(

Complicated

My life was so complicated.
Someone please drag me out from hell.
Somehow,is better to pretend things never happen to me. but I just can’t.
And I had to overcome this fucking feels all by myself again. Damn it.
The truth I knew was so cruel for me.
And yet, still approaching the next step.how dump and silly am I.
No more emotional expression for the next update.

獻給某些人

我真的不知要如何回答你。說真的。我真的很開心也很意外。
其實﹐最近﹐我發生了一些事。
這件事令我太難受了。況且我不知該這麼說。
對你陌生是我不對。對不起。
無論如何我真的要謝謝你。
對我而言﹐你是個特別的男人。

Mistake

Actually I shouldn't express my feeling here.
But I do not know who else I wanna share with.
I've done mistake again and again.
Every decision came to me, I had to make a solution by myself.And I always choose the wrong decision.
Well.so whatever.
I could not blame anyone but me.
Sometimes,I wish I could just forgot about it and lock my memory.
But damn! I can't do it.
The moment and the version I've been kept pop out within my mind.
I knew everything I wish was impossible for me.
How I wish there's a perfect solution.

......

Thanks for everything I got now.
I deserve it.
Damn it.

Sharing

I wish my life could change 360 degree.
Sick of my life and surrounding of my friends.
Apologize to my classmate Tan Yee Hui for not attending her big day.
My mood are totally down.And I had some problem.
Why in this world exist friends that just can't try to understand my situation? I don't get it..
Getting more and more annoying.
I wish I could just leave this place without any announcement.

Next,I got a call from Unitar. Here's the bad news. I got selected to interview for bachelor of education courses on 2th June. I don't even know that or receive any news from them until my dad went to Unitar to check it out for me.But it was too late.I've miss the interview. My dad was so mad about their management. And so did I. There were some problem occur during delivering letter from KL Unitar to KK Unitar.So it was their fault. Indeed. They promised to take responsible for me. They will give me a call and ask for interview for the next intake for me this September. That's mean I will continue my studies on September. :)

I went to club sometimes.
Well,don get me wrong. I just went there when my friends ask to. :)
I dun drinks alcohol.It taste bitter.
Alcohol was just a cure form being embarrassing.

I just love to dance in the club. It makes me feel like I'm in heaven.HAHA
All of my stress or sadness will totally disappear.

为何？

爱情真的很不简单。两个字“复杂”
我曾跌了很多次。每一次都失败。
需要一个人疼爱有那么难吗？
为何我次次都不成？我到底做错了什么？
我不想再孤单下去。
我很难受。每一分每一秒都在忍受着痛苦。
这种伤很难坑下去。我已经很努力的坚强，税负自己了因为我不想别人用可怜的眼神看我。
我不喜欢被任何人同情我。
我撑不下去了。

Emotional

The best way to discover my heart is push myself to do something enjoyable.
Let the time pass like water.A part memory of you will soon disappear pieces by pieces.
Just realize that I'm still can be tough.
Telling my emotional to friends, best friends or whoever doesn't pretty work at all.
Get those liar off of me.
Silly me.Get involve with those stuff.And now I have to force myself drag out from hell.This is so insane.

MR bean

That feeling when Mr. Bean is invited to Prince William’s wedding, and you’re not.

love this.. :) MR BEAN WAS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!

Search this form my friend site. ;D

Photoshoot

Just done photoshoot for my first time.

Don't cover it

Check this out dude xD
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D.E.

Kicking it off to Indebted.

I owe people money before with a small amount and now is my turn people owe me money with a big amount.
This is a big deal for me because I dunno how to collect back my money.
Is quite embarrassing to question him since we were friend.
Think about it, you've got their attention, they'll listen to your every word as long as you're holding what they want.And now,they indebted me.
LISTEN,I've been get through with many indebted person.I don want this situation happen to me again or else you will have a concussion with my action and every word I speak.

I have been ignoring by my debtor several times.
He don't give me any respond to me every single ways I've asked.
He didn't reply my message.He don't even pick up my call.
When a person asking you question,you should answer it.Is a manners.Get it? >''<>
PLEASE LA!! PAY BACK MY MONEY WHEN I REALLY NEED IT.

Let Me Be myself

Let me to be myself tonight.
I want to stay true to myself and define the real me. This way, people would get to know who I really am.

I dream of you every single night.They say when if you have a dream about someone, then that person went to sleep thinking about you.This sounds silly.Seriously.Dun ask me who's the guy I talking about cause u can't guess correctly.

I want my hair to be like this when I get marry.:)











I hate two faced people. It’s so hard to decide which face to slap first..
and I'm going to yell like this.








If you are gonna lie about something at least make sure it’s worth lying about.PROMISES are worse than LIES. Cause u just don’t make them believe, u also make them hope… Hope for something that you’re NOT sure you can give.So dun even promise people when u still confusing.I always done the wrong mistake to a same person.As a result, I lost a group of friends.That's call a big lesson I've learn from my biggest dump decision.

What is success? success is when your signature become an autograph!
This is my wish.
=)