OBJECTIONABLE

I was about to stop thinking bout my love..
and then my friendship problem came to me so sudden...
This has made me so unconscious..what the heck thing that happen to me these weeks??..
I got a feeling that everyone was get rid from me..i wonder why...is tat because of my attitude?
Well..this has cause me less pay attention during classes..
i tell myself i want to STUDY STUDY but i just CAN'T DO IT..
who else can help me to reduce my stress and this fucking problem!?

FRIENDS! i just wanna tell you guys..when i WARN u..mean i really hurt..
sometimes you guys are too over..i know you just kidding..but DUN TOO MUCH..
YES...u can play occasionally ...but not every moment ok?
is really hurt my feeling..and hello? did u ever think if u been piss by me EVERYDAY ..
what will u feel? Even thought u laugh..but somethings your laugh made me embarrassing in
front of public..I'm a human too and so did you..so please RESPECT me..IF u saw this,actually I'm not angry bout you guys, i just wanna tell you bout my feel seriously..I'm serious..

THE TRUTH:
i still could not forget him..
i still love him..
i'm always waiting his message..
this time when i reply him message..he did not answer me..
so.....
i think i'm not really important to u now..
just wanna tell u..
I LOVE U..

MOODY

hey guys..i brought my spec at last..
and i wear it to shopping..the first person saw i wearing the spec is cikgu hee pit kuan??
wtf? haha...i dun like to wear spec..is soooooo not comfortable at all...some people said i look like aunty..everyone has different opinion..whatever..


i thought i can forget him..but is hard..i thought i can be happy..but i can't..
i wonder why everyone so happy instead me, trying to pretend be happy..==
those guy always came to my mind everytime i feel lonely..
i trying so many way to forget..i practice dancing..hang out..but is still the same at last..
but nevermind..i will gambateh..

WHATS ON MY MIND

i'm not an ordinary girl..>< i was thinking to open a new account for my facebook.. i was wondering why i have this suggestion..well..dun ask me..cause i really dunno why..=X i think is time to spread to whole people bout my blog link.. seriously i think there is no secret at my blog as well..so is fine.. WEll well..this holiday is so damn boring..i dunno what should i do at home.. Almost everyday i face to computer,online playing steps,chatting,etc etc etc... EVERYDAY i did the SAME THING! my mom call me to read some book since my MUET exam is almost coming.. but i dunno what should i read for my MUET la.. i'm planning to work as part time at upperstar again for the next coming holidays.. but the problem is my uniform sell to the others..so i have no uniform to wear.. but i still got my cape..teehee..and i still have to thinking bout my STPM ..i haven even start to thinkhow and when should i get start to revise all the thing..sigh~

Talking bout my love story..i think i gonna get well soon..
i can handle it btw..

WONDERFUL DAY

i have a wonderful holidays this week..
i hang out with my friends to watch "Alice in the wonderland"..
is a great movie though..but not as great as i watch when i still a child..
i love the background so much..i wish i be there..hmmm

the first thing that came to my mind bout this women is the head
is so familiar like trevor la..haha..XP
















before the movie start..i have a search
of some specs without degree..which mean zero degree..
The spec came to my mind first is i can cover my face and no one can recognize me when I'm out..
haha..but i didn't brought it that day..is hard to find la man..and most of them doesn't suit me..=.=

Ok..what next? is yam cha time..almost every night i going to yam cha with my friends..kena bom my mom again..what the!!?..what is the problem yam cha with friend har? i can't understand la..><







Oh yeah babe..THIS IS THE CAMERA I WISH TO BUY LONG TIME AGO..but i can't afford it due to my saving..T.T

i think that it for today..nothing much i can said too..tata..^^

TIMING

My timing is getting horrible and yet my schedule between my timing always do not suit with the correct way.IS EXAM weeks!!! and i still stuck in my dreaming day. I had a bad day yesterday.

Last night,i should be study at night.The subject that i aim is economic paper 1. but....
I got a call from my friends.He invite me to join his event.
Without thinking,i agree with him.T.T and so we went to yoyo cafe meet up with my friends firstly.
Oh my...is aiyen..hmmm...kinda speechless with her.So i kept trying to find some topic to talk with her.haha..

After tat,we went to A famosa drinking again.== bubble tea again!! hate yam cha la..diao..ish..
since is still early ..so we went to play pool at kk nite there..haiz...I'm always the loser one..T.T
i lose and i so embarrassing la..i should practice more...otherwise that FUCKING friends use the FUCKING face look at me..

IS not fun at all last night..haiz..
i rather out with my lovely classmates micheal lo,tricia.woo them..i have a lot fun with them and they are really my best buddy..=) although their brain is sot sot de..haha