PSS

They do not know how to plan.
They were super selfish.
They were childish.
They were totally nerd.*although I'm not genius.*
They were not my cup of tea.
They always low pitch at me.
They were totally dispirited.
They always threatening me.

The experience of examiner

Indeed. I found a job. A really worth job and weird job I ever work.
That its. Experience being an examiner for four days only.

Value: Open University Malaysia.
Times: start from 8am till 4.30pm (not necessary) *according to the amount of candidates*
Job: traffic controller (part of examiner)
Salary: RM60 per day.

Absolutely relaxing.
I saw some kkhigh students too.''Dorothy wong,Johan and Rachel chin''So we were friends now.:)
My friends laugh at me because my job was just bringing them to toilet and show the way to the exam room.Open and close the door for them.== so what? I don't care as long as I got the money. :) guess what? My friends bring her laptop alone and of course we online,watch movie and even play UNO games. teeheee..There were three of us playing while the candidates were waiting for their turn.All we have to do is guarded them inside the quarantine room.Follow them to toilet.Call the next group of candidates to standby.Tats all.Lunch time break will be prepare for us.Aww..That means we do no need to waste our money again.

Things that I don't need to do anymore.

At last.I had complete my exam!! :)
Gonna have a big big holidays. HOORAY!!
Guess I will kept blogging until I find a job.
I stick with my computer ever since I went home because I've finish my last paper. :D
Next. I'm gonna plan for my next trip. Can't wait for it.
Plenty of plan I've think while I was sitting for my exam..hohoho..
but there was too much until I stunk and blank right now..==

I don't need to study anymore.
I don't need to set my studying schedule.
I don't need to back to school.
I don't need to face some bitch at school.
I don't need to wear school uniform anymore.

What if i fail my STPM?

WHAT IF I FAIL MY STPM?
This question keep repeating on my mind.

I keep advising myself.

Just do my best.
Doing past year question wont benefit me because STPM never repeat their questions.
There's no guarantee of failing as I haven't get my result.
*Seriously,I have no confident with my results especially for my accounting and pengajian am.Damn.why am i so stupid and careless?*

Spot this while I was reading a stranger blog and I was strongly agree with this.

After being expose to the real study syllabus and all compare to SPM,I find it I got it all wrong.
STPM is actually a very challenging and tough examination whereby we need constant study and hard work to score.

STUDY BREAK

Really not in the mood to study right now.
My mood was so much worsted than SPM.Damn it.''kill me please''
Need some clue to motivate myself. Or else I'll regret in the future.
I went to library everyday. And as a result,what I get is FLU. Lame.
Three more papers to go..SIGH.
I think I wasn't fully awake from tha sleep during my pengajian am paper 2!!
Is over. I just hope that luck will be my side. Please dun be strict during correcting my papers.T.T

Accounting...T.T This is the biggest mistake I done in my life.Choosing accounting is like choose to go to hell. Although I score A2 in my spm for my account.But I don't think I'll manage to do it for form six.=( sorry papa.I'll try my best :) Teacher was right.This is a professional subject.Everything that we study for this accounting is the first year for university student.

There is only one hope I can do.
Teacher Tan. TEACH ME.

BACK TO NORMAL

Everything back to normal. No more event. Should I be happy?
Is time to STUDY!
Prove to my friends that they were wrong!!

Anyway..accounts and macroeconomic killing me..is sucks!
How am I going to memorize that much?

I will be stop blogging for a while. STPM is coming..and I gonna worked hard for it..;(

THE MOST EXHAUSTED DAY

Kinda of lazy update my blog recently..

Today was my most exhausted day..><>
Is twelve something when I reached home..I packed my stuff as fast as possible.. Two something,my friend fetch me..we went to milileum saloon to set our hair..Oh gosh...is definitely expensive..T.T Of course we will not miss for the make up..we ask help from joanna sister to help us...hmmm...quite satisfy..


Sin Nee and me..=)
Kylie looks pretty tat night..;)oh gosh..my left eye.=(

Best memory. ;DAnd so...we reach hotel..I was like wow..everybody looking glad and pretty..I can't even realize them..haha..and then we have the prom queen and prom king..The prom queen goes to liew juin yui..haha..XD she really look pretty and mature..and the prom king goes to kung yin wei..Oops..I dun really know how to spell his name..sorry...


I got from a call which is my best buddy..she ask me to clubbing after finished my prom night.. We approach to white room and firefly...kept dancing..none stop with my high heel shoes..damn..painful!!

I plan to went home early cause I fucking tired..we had our supper at salim first before we home.. I took shower and remove my make up and blogging here..What a exhausted day..haiz!! But I got so much fun and enjoy during prom night..oh yeah baby..:D

清醒

我再也不会像以前的我。

我今天终于邻悟，清醒了。

我会好好过。

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Is it a troublesome if I had two or more own website? Hmmm..I don't think so..

WHAT HAPPEN THIS WEEKEND

Suppose be watching movie with friends right now..

but at the end I do not follow..sigh~
sorry for fooling u around...forgive me. XD
Tonight I gonna release out all of my stress.!!
I will hang out with my friend and enjoy as much as I can.
Oh yeah..maybe i will have some shisha tonight? XD NO BEERS...cause I don't drink beer..is driving me crazy.

Finally I have the mood to study economic! Thank God! hope I'll pass..:)
I am so gonna give up for Accounts . Why must it be the last day?
Why did I choose accounts? I'm so regret!!

This weekend I'm So lost in the moments. Don't know wtf am I thinking about.
Just gonna stand there and burn my heart , well it's alright, because I like the way it hurts.
pr Maybe because I usual of it?

Please guys..Don't made me love u,cause I dun wanna to made your heart gonna pain to the max.

ANTI STUDY

I'm so tired of studying this!! I quit.

I HATE U TEACHER

FUCK OFF!! DAMN IT!!What happen yesterday:
Friday,1:30pm
AFTER SCHOOL,I was on my way to my friends car..we were about to have our lunch time at kopitam.The teacher shout at us SO SUDDEN and pull my hand so that I obey her to come
approach her..

SHE SCOLD AND TREAT ME LIKE A DOG!!!!
due to my short uniform skirt!!!
I did not had even one chance to explain and speak one word!! FUCK U BITCH!! YOU ARE SO INANE BITCH!!
I WONT'S CARE WHAT U ASK ME TO DO AND WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME!! I WILL MADE MY SKIRT EVEN SHORTER!!!


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I love you = Let's have sex now!
I Love you, too = Okay, I said it, Now can we have sex.
Is this what means to guys?
GUYS ALWAYS THINKING BOUT SEX.
AND I HATE IT!!! ><

FRIENDS FOREVER

We had been busy recently. Studying,insulting,playing,searching,dancing,performance,reading,chit-chatting,working.
Everyone is busying.
Many of my friends went to study at other state.So they were busying their own stuff.We have no time to keep in touch.
And now I miss them so much. =(

Chung Fui yee..She is best in joking. She always make fun at school.Everyone laugh when she joke. She kinda lazy but She is hardworking when exam were nearly.She is smart too.Her result is excellent than me la.;D We love her so much. (The future nurse) She studies in K.L.

Fui san (the messy girl XD) She is good too.But she is stingy. She always ask people to spent her .Sometimes I went out with her and her sister which is Chung fui yee. They ask me the same question . == Is quite funny. XD (The future teacher).She studies in Penang.
Susan Ong. She is a talkative girl and friendly. Is easy to make a friend with her.She is totally a smart girl . (The future Accountant) She studies in Australia.Oong Chi San (The pervert guy XD).Our relationship geeting close after we went to pub together. He is funny.The first time he went to pub I made him drunk and then he told me his big secret while he was drunk..haha..XP .Tats why he can't bully me.(The future pharmacist) He studies in penang university.Lin Ann Na..She is a very Good girls among us,I like her =) ..Many guy chase her too. XD and now she had a good boyfriend. ;D (The future teacher). She studies in Sarawak.

Ah Mah. He likes to make joke too. He loves to smile. He is going back to study at college. =( hmmm..I not really remember what he study. =X .He studies in K.L.

Katrina Lim..well..She is different among us too. She is cute but sometime she likes to insult people. haha..jk. (The arterial designer) She studies at Australia too.

No matter where we are or go,we will hear the cheers joy and laughter everywhere.
We taste bitter defeat and the sweet success.
Our friendship will never end.

* sorry for the broken English.*

UNLUCKY WEEK DAYS

I had a really bad days.. (6 & 7 Julai) Is driving me crazy this weeks..I get summons by pengawas consecutive two days just because of my bra..What the......?" and I'm late to school just for that five seconds..I get deducted my displince marks for double!! Unluckily me..I get caught during week days discplince..wtf!! ><

I've been asked to buy shirts and shoes for my perfomance this saturday night..I told my friend to company me to city mall to buy my stuffs..She text me suddenly and told me she was lazy to go..I have no choices so I went to city mall by myself..==''

Last night..I check my mail while I waiting for my dad to pick me to shopping centre..There is a mail caught my attention..I click and I saw people who deleted or block my msn..Can't expect that SOMEONE had block or deleted me are mostly my friends..and then I was shocked..I am so freaking sad and I wanna shout to the whole world, "NO!!! WHY!??" While the rest were unknown friends...well..but this was okay for me..

Monday,I got my salary..Unfortunately..my plan failed again..This months I promised myself to open an account AGAIN..I failed to do so due to some private problem ( secret )..

Today,I heard news from my friends..Our MUET results will be released tomorrow..I was blank within my brain..I thought we will getting our results around August and September..I never thought this day would come so soon..*Sigh*
Spain VS German
I'm planning to sleep early and had a good nap today..Too bad,Suddenly,my mind remind me to watch FIFA tonight..Is 2:30 am...Talking bout watching football..It remind me my past.. I really have fun watching a live football game. The last time I remember I watched live game was when I was 15 years old.. Brazil won in world cup..

*Sigh* hope things will go well soon on friday,saturday and sunday..

LOL

Is common that many people use ''lol'' to drop comment or whatever..BUT..

PLEASE DUN SHOW ME THIS SYMBOL!!!!!!

=.=''
and type 'lol' to me

OR ELSE I'll HATE UR COMMENT!!!!!! GET IT?

When people say LOL it's usually mean its more funny..

Although you're right, you need to stop speaking or typing like a retard and type properly or i will not listen to you..
But some think that LOL is means "nonsense" and then add this simbol =.=''
TATS WHY I HATE IT..

ARGH..

WEIRD FEELING

I'm not in love,It's just some kind of thing I'm going through.
What did I do to deserve this?
I could not realize it..
One thing I know,The only thing that I know,I don't know how to said..
I just miss you sudden..so sudden..maybe I'm not usual without your caring my friend..
wish you will still contact with me someday..I'm waiting for you..=))

WELL..dun misunderstand guys..what I'm saying above is to my friend who lost contact with me sudden.
I'm just feel weird without his messages. Kinda missing u (seriously) . as friend..=D
Hope you wont not forget me..cause you are special friend for me..=)

LABUAN TRIP

I'm so enjoying my holidays this weekend..woopi!! =D I went to Labuan with my friends..I feel the experience sitting inside the speed boat..I feel the experience living in hotel with friends.. We went to Menumbok by cars..and then we buy ticket approach to labuan..We visited places at labuan according with the map above of course except the pulau..Actually there is nothing interest for me cause we went to museum,taman burung,etc....those places all mention about history of wars..==ll mean involved history..arghh.. labuan_chimney
Labuan_War_Cemetery- we took picture here before we went home..=)

labuan-international-sea-sports-complex
AWWW!!! This is it!! plenty wine for me to choose!!next!! the chocolate mix with wine tat u MUST buy in labuan..
IS double or even triple price in k,k compare to labuan.
It cost only RM 12.90 at labuan!!!
blue wave pub..wow..when we step in..everyone staring at us..
i wonder why..hmmm..we went there around ten after we finish our
dinner at anjung ketam..=)
we enjoy their live band too..is small within this pub..but this is the
hottest and famous pub at labuan..surprising ya..;D
anjung ketam(jalan-jalan cari makan rewards)
(ever appear at tv3)
cool..we went here for our dinner and we ate the best ketam at here..
look yummy huh? haha..

tats all guys..there is some picture i haven upload which is our geng..XD i will upload at here soon when i get it..;D

EVEYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

I am so sorry I have no time to pick up your phone call..
I've been so busy recently and I have no time to update my blog..
(I don't know how many time i should repeat again..lol..)
Since after I finish my MUET examination,I seldom updating my blog..
EXAM'S coming
I got to be hardworking
I should not be as lazy as I'm being..and should stop the conversation on the telephone..Is going to be a habits of nearly my phone and I should get rid from it..
I told myself to be tough..I told myself to be patient..and I trying my best..;D

I can't wait to greet my friend face by face..
I can't imagine what will happen the day we date..;D
I scared to lost my friends..T.T
Because if i really lost my friends..I lost my happiness..

Last week..I have my dinner with my ex worker..Irene Chin..
We chit chat a lot about our stuff..
is fun though..I also introduce her to my friend because he always annoying me..==

I went to centre point just the day before I exam..
I decided to play bowling..since I born till now..I never touch and learn to play bowling..and that day is my first time and guess what..I STRIKE! hahaha..I'm so happy..lol..

I love my students because they always do action that would make me smile..
I get happy when I teaching them..it make me remember my child time..
I rather to choose child time than now although is childish..==

I think tats all for today..
to be continue....

LACK OF MONEY

This month I spent so much money until I'm do not have enough to use..
Firstly..I brought present to my best buddy micheal lo..
is almost RM20++ i think..of course we share together to buy present for her..T.T
Secondly..after three day..another friend birthday again ..and i spent my money again..=(
AGAIN.. I brought present and cake for her..T.T
Lastly..I have to paid money to my friend this week cause we decided to go to kl travelling next year..so we book ticket early..AGAIN..it cost RM 198..T.T





Next..I'm so busy this week..My friend introduce job for me..indeed..i accept..
I rush to work after finish school..I used to be tuition teacher before so is not a big deal for me..
Although my chinese is not good enough due to I choose to not continue take chinese subject when i was form four..but still I got a way to handle it..anyway this can improve my chinese instead..Talking bout my student..now then i know our voice is the most important..I need to shout to them when I ask them to jod down what I had read..

Finally..my exam is coming soon especially my last paper for my MUET speaking..I think i can handle it since we have been training everytime during our MUET classes..

I skip class today..and I feel so good now..I can rest ..but I thiink i gonna sick soon..T.T

REVEALED

From the truth..

Of a thousands lies..
What I’ve Done..
I’ll face myself..
I will erase myself..
And let go of what I’ve done…I'll try to be polite and be a good girl..
In my life there's been a pain
I don't know if I can face it again to my next love...
Since our last kiss goodbye,hugs that u gave me..
the picture of you were still in my mind till now..
well you said you'd never leave me
so i keep believing
that eventually
we kiss and we hug..now the fact have gone...

To tell the truth ,you know I have been hurting all along,
I know this is a feeling that you have been through but now then you hurt back to me so badly, I just can't fight between my mind and my heart to stop thinking bout you...
YES..
I know u having a great life now with your girlfriend..and I'm so glad to heard that..
while me still suffering here..is so sucks and you never knew my feeling until you can feel it..

If there is a chance to saw you..i would like to tell you
I'm not fine at all..
every time i starring our picture..there is a tear's drop by the picture..there is a pain within my heart..I do not dare to find you is i was so shame to face you and i do not want to interrupt your life..the fact is still the fact..
I need you back again..yea..i know is impossible..

still..I'm trying to be tough anyway..

THE PERSON THAT I SAYING IS YOU:XXXX

EXHAUSTED MOMENT

OK..
as u can see there is a picture on the top..
YES! tat was the dance I used to perform at stage during audition ..
and tat was one of the reasons that make me kinda busy recently..
i can't believe our group have been chosen to perform during concert school..OMG..
i just can't believe it so much! I'm so glad that we did not get dismiss by judges..gosh~ I'm overwhelmed..
look at the picture..this was the ending of our post..is all definitely 100% same..COPYRIGHT babe!! I JUST HOPE my friend can enjoy my performance with my group during concert..hope u guys can attend my event..cause this is my lastly opportunity to dance at stage..

Two more days..our MUET exam is coming...OMG..
This week I'm so busy until i have no time to update my blog...
Its the end of the week, again. I wouldn't say its a nice week, because there were lots of sucky moments..huh? can't catch out what i trying to speech huh? dun worry..I gonna have a long speech here..FIRST..my life become suck and you know why? cause my result getting worst and I myself didn't realize at all until my friends call me "carpets" This word that split it out from my friends make me awake and sometime I get angry but I quite admit with what my friends said..the word mean "reverted" >< get it?

I'M BACK

GUYS...i'm back..i feel like i'm just out from the jail..=.=

but is sooooooooooooooo fun!!

i learn so much from the camping..

too bad we dun have jungle tracking because of some electrical problem so the performance need to delay for a few hour and so our jungle tracking is CANCEL due to timing is not suitable to the planning ..we are so disappointed lar..haiz
well..but we still have various activity that almost nearly related to the national service..i think is almost the same..just the different is the days is not the same..

i think i not gonna share with you guys a lot cause if i really want to share i think my blog turn to essay..lol..haha...i can share some of my picture for u..check it out more at facebook..=)

GOODBYE

HEY GUYS...I WILL BE LEAVING KK AROUND FOUR DAY..!!
HURRAY!!! TOMORROW I GOING TO CAMP WITH MY BUDDY..
GONNA MISS YOU GUYS VERY MUCH!!!
I WILL NOT ONLINE FOR FOUR DAY...MISS YOU! MUACKSS!!

OBJECTIONABLE

I was about to stop thinking bout my love..
and then my friendship problem came to me so sudden...
This has made me so unconscious..what the heck thing that happen to me these weeks??..
I got a feeling that everyone was get rid from me..i wonder why...is tat because of my attitude?
Well..this has cause me less pay attention during classes..
i tell myself i want to STUDY STUDY but i just CAN'T DO IT..
who else can help me to reduce my stress and this fucking problem!?

FRIENDS! i just wanna tell you guys..when i WARN u..mean i really hurt..
sometimes you guys are too over..i know you just kidding..but DUN TOO MUCH..
YES...u can play occasionally ...but not every moment ok?
is really hurt my feeling..and hello? did u ever think if u been piss by me EVERYDAY ..
what will u feel? Even thought u laugh..but somethings your laugh made me embarrassing in
front of public..I'm a human too and so did you..so please RESPECT me..IF u saw this,actually I'm not angry bout you guys, i just wanna tell you bout my feel seriously..I'm serious..

THE TRUTH:
i still could not forget him..
i still love him..
i'm always waiting his message..
this time when i reply him message..he did not answer me..
so.....
i think i'm not really important to u now..
just wanna tell u..
I LOVE U..

MOODY

hey guys..i brought my spec at last..
and i wear it to shopping..the first person saw i wearing the spec is cikgu hee pit kuan??
wtf? haha...i dun like to wear spec..is soooooo not comfortable at all...some people said i look like aunty..everyone has different opinion..whatever..


i thought i can forget him..but is hard..i thought i can be happy..but i can't..
i wonder why everyone so happy instead me, trying to pretend be happy..==
those guy always came to my mind everytime i feel lonely..
i trying so many way to forget..i practice dancing..hang out..but is still the same at last..
but nevermind..i will gambateh..

WHATS ON MY MIND

i'm not an ordinary girl..>< i was thinking to open a new account for my facebook.. i was wondering why i have this suggestion..well..dun ask me..cause i really dunno why..=X i think is time to spread to whole people bout my blog link.. seriously i think there is no secret at my blog as well..so is fine.. WEll well..this holiday is so damn boring..i dunno what should i do at home.. Almost everyday i face to computer,online playing steps,chatting,etc etc etc... EVERYDAY i did the SAME THING! my mom call me to read some book since my MUET exam is almost coming.. but i dunno what should i read for my MUET la.. i'm planning to work as part time at upperstar again for the next coming holidays.. but the problem is my uniform sell to the others..so i have no uniform to wear.. but i still got my cape..teehee..and i still have to thinking bout my STPM ..i haven even start to thinkhow and when should i get start to revise all the thing..sigh~

Talking bout my love story..i think i gonna get well soon..
i can handle it btw..

WONDERFUL DAY

i have a wonderful holidays this week..
i hang out with my friends to watch "Alice in the wonderland"..
is a great movie though..but not as great as i watch when i still a child..
i love the background so much..i wish i be there..hmmm

the first thing that came to my mind bout this women is the head
is so familiar like trevor la..haha..XP
















before the movie start..i have a search
of some specs without degree..which mean zero degree..
The spec came to my mind first is i can cover my face and no one can recognize me when I'm out..
haha..but i didn't brought it that day..is hard to find la man..and most of them doesn't suit me..=.=

Ok..what next? is yam cha time..almost every night i going to yam cha with my friends..kena bom my mom again..what the!!?..what is the problem yam cha with friend har? i can't understand la..><







Oh yeah babe..THIS IS THE CAMERA I WISH TO BUY LONG TIME AGO..but i can't afford it due to my saving..T.T

i think that it for today..nothing much i can said too..tata..^^