SHOCK

Today,weird thing came to me.
is began like this........

while i was playing pet society within facebook..
i receive an e-mail...someone has add me in my msn messenger and i dunno who is it..
i was act like normal chating with "HIM" cause i thought he is my friend..

But then,here is the point.

He was asking me either i at home nor at cyber.
i lie to him and i said i was at cyber.
i dont even sure who is him so i lie to him.
He ask me for CYBERSEX!!
firstly i was odd,something came out my mind sunddenly.
i saw this word and a story about cybersex at newspaper once in a blue moon.
YUCk..what wrong with him?
don try to fool me around..............
i know what was it..
it can be emotionally dangerous even i'm not in a committed offline and risking
infidetly.

i wish i could tell someone about this..
no one can help me.
u know,is so embrassing if i told my family.
so i release my emotion and express bout my expression right here.

FUTURE?

so.........is been long time i haven update my blog.
here come a holidays again......
many things happen to me this year...
happy,exhausted,frustated all came to me this year..
i feel like i became older and older year by year....
what will be my future?
is it came toward itself....
is all depend on GOD......
is time to accept the fate.