我的男人

这首歌让我想回他曾经努力的让我爱他。xP

不知为何突然有一种感觉害怕失去他。
没有他？我会这么过呢？我真的不知道。
他给了我太多温柔，太多关怀，给了我好多好多爱。
我觉得我比每个人辛福很多。xD
我真的很爱他。没有人能够拥有他。
因为他是我的。：)
是谁枪了他，我会对他不客气。绝对不客气！
我会非常绝情，不会留下一点情。一点也不会！
我一定会把他枪回来。>_<
我会好好珍惜这段感情。
我会把他成为最幸福的男人。我相信我能做到因为我已经深深的爱上他了。：D
因为这是我最后一次为最后一个男人付出。
没有下一个男人了。：D

Complicated life

Sometimes things are hard to control.
Everyone had a dream and so do I.
The reason is because I born in a very complicated family.
My life are totally complicated.
For the truth, I really wanna leave this place.
But of course, I will back to my hometown and visit my friends and family
My parents do not support me at all.
They just gave me a damn shit nonsense and negative words to me when I told my mom that I wanna depend on myself and work in west Malaysia. And I was like wtf!? Nah..I dun wanna look at your face and talk to you anymore. Damn.
Yes. I know. Is difficult to depend on myself outside.
To me, nothing is impossible.
I can done things perfect if I wan.
So dun look down on me. I was hate to be look down by anyone.

Baby, I was really sorry for my bad attitude today.
I did not think about your feeling and treated you cold.
Sometimes things just happen too fast.I have to complete three things in a minutes.
Last night, you told me to stay longer with my friend if I wan.
You said you could wait.
But I can't stay longer. My mind told me that I must back before 12am.
Because we quarrel once when I was late for 5 minutes.
Then I never repeat my mistakes anymore because when the clock was point to eleven, I push my friend to back home for their own good and me too. Is all because I wan to back before twelve for you my dear.
I cannot stand with my life my dear.
My mom does not even support on me. My dad was just pretend that nothing happen and was an irresponsible person. So, I dun depend on them. NEVER.
I was scolded by her when I in and out from my house.
That's why my mood was terrible.
I'm so sorry baby. I have try my best to control my feeling but I fail.
I still treat you cold. For u, is not fair bha sometimes , if I treat you like this.
Because you did not done anything wrong.
And I treat u like this suddenly.
I think over and over again. I found that I have done a big big mistakes on you.
I do not care about your feeling. I'm here to apologize.Sincerely.Please forgive me.

Unforgetabble memory

What I did before Chinese New Year?

This year could be my best memory.
I had a nice date with someone before Chinese New Year.
As a usual,there always has a night market before Chinese New Year along Gaya Street for two or three days.
My friend called for shopping but we mostly spent much time at upperstar cafe.
At last, we did not manage to shop. But my friend still manage to buy her own clothes.
Then., we went to gaya street.
There were so clouded. I saw many old old friends.

What I couldn't expect part is we bought Sky Lantern. :D

I wrote three wish and release it to the sky with my boyfriend.

Hope our wish could came true.
It was so romantic.
I'm so happy to have him in my life. He makes my world wonderful.:D

The most unforgettable memory was our kiss.

We had so much different kiss.
The first one was 100plus kiss. He gave to me from her mouth to my mouth naturally when I told him I still wanna drink. I'm so happy and shock that you did this to me.
This was part of romance for me my dear.
The next was the street kiss.
I gave to him along the street.

The reason is because we are not alone.
We outing with his friends.
So I have to grab a chance to kiss him. Finally, I did it.
That was also part of romance for me. :D
Baby, I love you.
I hope that you're happy with me and forget all your pressure and sad things.
Last..Happy Chinese New Year everyone.

Boring

Staying at house is freaking driving me crazy.
At last,I spent my time by blogging.
How should I going through this few weeks? -.-
Hanging out with friend cause me trouble too cause I lack of money.
I dun wanna get pocket money from my parents.
I more depend on myself and never ever gonna depend on anyone else.
The KL trip cost so much.
How could I afford it? Planning a trip wasn't that easy.
My result gonna out soon.
Hope I can get a good result.
This month was a really bad month for me.
We always argue. Maybe both of us were stress.
I dun wish we always like this.

Semester break

So,what I'm gonna do during my semester break?
Enjoy of course !!
First,outing with my friends are compulsory.
Next,shopping and do everything that I wanted.
But there was a bad news.
Which is I did not work as tuition teacher anymore.
The reason is the student became less so they dun need teacher anymore.
No job mean I do not have income.
I was so upset when I lost my job because I depend on it for one and half year.
What's do I depend on for the next of my life?
I still have two student came my house once a week.
That could be my only income. =X
For my future and happiness of us..No matter how, I will find my job.
I dun depend on parents.No reason.

Yesterday,I had make my choice.
I do not regret with my decision.
Because you are the one.
The one who bring me to my happiness.
The one who share everything to me.
The one who make me feel safe.
The one who make me laugh with cute action.
I guarantee our trip gonna success because I'm the leader.
Leader never fail. =D

Every date we been through, there was too much things happen.
But I will always remember the process of our date.
The way you smile to me.
Tell you a secret my dear.
You look handsome and cute when you doing somethings.
That's why i stare at you.
And then you will asked me..''zok mok?'' xD
I skip the question because I dun want to answer or sometimes I say ''nothing la'' but actually my answer is ''you look very handsome at that moment''.

你不知道的事

每一次和你吵架时，我第一个想要的是抱着你。进入你的怀里。
你生气，我来哄你。
你想睡觉，我来抱抱你。
你爱我，我也爱你♡
你不懂、我一天看你相片多少次、
你不懂、和你出时看到你的脸色变、我就开始胡思乱想、
想你已变成一种习惯，而 这个坏习惯很难改掉
我害羞，但我敢大声说爱你
我不完美，但我会用自己的方式令你幸福
我不会想着以前，能跟你一起我爱的就是你
我真的在乎你，所以我总能挤出时间来陪你，没有借口。

要是如果有一天你不再爱我了，我会怎么办？
我的答案是没关系，我还是会爱着你…